I'm scared, hurt and lonely. I'm trying to be strong. I'm trying to stay together for Thorin, NO for everyone. I've been hearing voices, I've always believed in ghost but this isn't a ghost.
"Why hello old friend" Alduin said startling me
"Look who decided to show up"
"I've been trying to find you but as I always say your a big busy body"
"Ha funny, no I'm just a trouble magnet"
" Thrundiul isn't very happy with you, or your mate"
"Wait what" I got up from the bed
"You don't know" I sighed "oh well Thorin told him and he didn't take it to well"
"That stupid little ughhhh, wait Thorin"
"Yes I'm sorry but we need to get out of here" I heard a familiar voice.
"BILBO" I jumped around and embraced him in a tight hug.
"Yes, hello umm we need to go" he took my hand
"How did you get in here" he showed me a back door. Great I'm hundered percent stupid now I thought "I knew they took you away yesterday but I didn't know where. But we need to hurry"
"Bilbo why did you come for me"
"Well your my dragon I can't leave you behind"
I smiled. I'm important to him. At least someone, that made me happy.
As we went silently through the halls each turn I would feel as if I was getting closer to Thorin or farther away. It was like he was calling out for me, I nor enjoyed it or hated it. I left safe in away but I just hated the fact that he finally knew and it wasn't me who told him.
"Bilbo its this way" I sighed
"And how do you know that"
"Before anyone else tells you Thorin and I are attached by our souls. He's calling out for me right now. So it could work on our side" Bilbo huffed and then smile.
I took that as a 'fine' so I started leading the way.
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Thorin POV
After I learned everything that I guess I needed to, I tried calling out for her.
After thirty minutes I gave up. I huffed, remembering what Balin has informed me with.
'Usually it takes different things to know you are bound. Some just locking eyes, other a physical contact. Which I think had happened to you and Laci. But others its a lot harder to find them in her race.' Balin's words fell through my head.
'Thorin you need to be careful what you say to her. It might hurt her soul'
But while thinking I mostly thought of the ways he said I could stop this stupid feeling when she's not with me. I hate it... I just hate it! I didn't realize I was digging at my head until I felt warm liquid run down my face. I punched the floor because I was so angry.
"Thorin" Kili's voice called out. "Oh now he's done talking to the elf" I thought
"What" I said coldly
"Do you love Laci, even though you are her true love"
I thought for a moment. I couldn't love her. She's just making this all. She's just a poor girl looking for pity.
"No, I couldn't not love a girl looking for pity"
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Laci's POV
"Do you love Laci, even though you are her true love"
"No, I couldn't not love a girl looking for pity"
No no no! I wasn't looking for pity. All my life I have never ever looked for pity. That right there hurt and hurt deep. He should've just said he didn't want me to be his mate. Yeah that would kill me faster! But no he has to kill me slowly.
"Laci I'm so sorry" Bilbo said trying to keep me from crying "When I leave your welcome to come with until you, you know-"
"Die" I whispered
"No no more like pass to another life, a better one" that caused the tears to fall. I always would say that to myself to make me feel better about my parents. Bilbo engulfed me in a hug. "Should I tell them your dying, if they ask"
"No" I said pulling away, while wiping my tears away.
"Than what" he asked
"I don't know, just please keep this between us........for now" he nodded
"I'll wager the sun in on the rise. Must be nearly dawn" I heard Bofur say I laughed they always wager no matter the fact.
"We're never gonna reach the mountain, are we" Ori butted in
"We should go" Bilbo nodded and we ran down the little stretch
"Not stuck in here you're not." Bilbo said as cheerful as he could. I jiggled the keys and everyone shouted our names.
"Ahh their are guards near by" I hissed
As Bilbo and I started to unlock the cells, I felt Alduin land on my shoulder. I smiled at least I would die slowly and have my long lived friend there with me. Many of the dwarves hugged me and I couldn't help but think it was from what Thorin said. I know Balin wouldn't have told them I would die.
No he would want me to tell them all.
Kili took a hold of my hand and pulled me along. We raced down to the cellar's. Many weren't happy with Bilbo choice, but they trusted him.
As we reached the bottom Alduin spoke "Your dying, he's killing you" coldness fell through my body. I boubled over and I got a worried look from Bilbo as he came to me.
"Laci your cold"
"She's not coming with us, she'll slow us down" he said from inside his barrel.
"No I have no where to go please"
"No, that's it" he got from his barrel and over to Bilbo and I. "I do not want you nor do I want you in this company, go find pity else where" he huffed trying back and getting into his barrel.
I felt my face pale, my eye fill with water and my heart break. That's it I'm dying.
"Balin" Bilbo whispered. Balin hurried to us.
"Yes, oh lass you look-"
"Dead"
"Balin please keep her safe. Take her to your barrel" Bilbo sighed "She's dying" Balin's face fell. He knows I am but he didn't want to here it.
Balin did has he was told. I laid there next to Balin trying not to cry.
"How long" Balin asked
"A year" I whispered, finally letting the tears fall as Bilbo pulled the lever letting us fall in cold river water.
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