Chapter 46

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Standing at my balcony at this night was a dazzling, the day that I witnessed something is soon will be over, all the day that I've been going through much will past away. I'll ensure to myself that if ever something bad happen at saturday night, that's the time were can I begin.

But tonight? I must prior first my happiness. Huling nakaranas lang ako ng kasiyahan ay noong mga bata pa kami ni ate Lara, we've doing a live at social media, she played the guitar and I was the one who sing, but the day of what happened to her, I lost all my interest.

I took my guitar at my commode and I set my phone to take a live on my social media account. I woul like to invite my sister but we're not that close as before.

'Good evening to those people who are watching me, so for to this video we will gonna sing, accompany me if you want' saad ko muna bago ako kumanta.

Broken all the pisces I've been shaping lately
Focused on the things that didn't make no sense
Guess the growing up was never meant to be easy

Pagkanta ko pa lamang sa unang bersa ay mukhang may tutulong luha mamaya.

I got used to do everything sideways
Didn't really care about how everyone felt
Hiding my emotions down in different ashtrays

Pagkasunod ko sa pangalawang version ay naramdaman kong may butil ng luha na tumulo kaya tumigil ko muna ang pgkanta "don't mind me guys, it's just...just tears of joy lang 'to" sabi ko habang nagkaharap sa cellphone ko at pinunasan ang luha ko.

Pinagpatuloy ko ang pagkanta ko hanggang matapos ko lahat ng lyrics "sa uulitin, saying goodbye from Charlie and goodnight everyone" pagkapaalam ko sa live ko tyaka pinatay na ang phone ko.

"Hija, pinapababa ka ng mommy mo" I heard manang Jinjin spoke outside my door so I quickly move out.

Dahan-dahan akong bumaba at napakunot ako kung bakit ang daming gamit sa ibaba, probably para sa darating na party ko ang mga gamit na nandito, no choice ako dahil sila naman ang nagdesisyon sa mga ganito except for kuya Sean

"Why don't you go there instead of standing here?" muntik na akong malaglag dahil narinig ko si kuya na nagsalita sa likuran ko kaya naman tinignan ko siya ng masama at tumawa pa talaga

"Go, it's okay for me, hindi ko ipagkakait ang kasiyahan mo" he said and I smiled at him.

"Darling, come here, try this one of the gown na pinagawa ko" she ordered

"Mom, I think this dress would fit me better" sabi ko tapos kinuha ko ang isang dress

"This one...much better right?" tuloy kong sabi tyaka ngumiti sa kanya

"Woah! is our princess was now a lady?" pagsulpot ni kuya Charls and I gave him a death glare and then he raised his hands while laughing at me

"Okay fine, I'll stop" he smirked.

"By the way, the venue is in the mansion" as my mom said, parang nadaganan ako ng lupa sa narinig ko, ayoko bumalik doon because the last time I went to there ay wala sa akin ang atensyon nila

Hindi naman sa hindi ko gusto sila, the reason is...it's too much wide, I don't like my grands to involve.

"Mom hindi ba...hindi ba pwedeng di-dito na lang?" I ask her but she didn't answer me

"After your class, didiretso ka na sa mansion...okay?" I'll just nod at her tyaka umakyat na sa itaas.

I went to my room with a disappointment, I thought dito magaganap at party ko but I was wrong, bakit pa kasi doon, ang lawak-lawak pa

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