The Arrangement Factor (ARRANGEMENT SERIES #1)

Chapter 81

Alex's POV

When I got out of the bathroom I found her crying under the sheets. Fuck, did I hurt her a lot? I rushed to her.

I was hell worried about why she was crying then she spoke between her sobs "I-I am sorry, I don't know things. Please don't leave me, I know you hate me because I cried... I-I..." Fuck, is she serious?

Is she blaming herself because she was hurt and I stopped. But why? Is it because I left last time when she told me she was a virgin and she is insecure every time she does anything? Fuck, I fucked up really bad.

Fuck you Alex, you're an ass and you definitely deserved to be kicked in one.

I cut her off and hugged her "Shh Dove, don't cry. And I would never leave you love, never. You never say sorry, at least not to me okay?" she nodded between her sobs.

I pulled back and then looked her in the eyes "I didn't leave because I hate you love, I stopped because I can't see you hurt."

"But what about that__," she said not saying sex, she's so cute.

"Sex never mattered baby, with you it never did and never will. I could wait a lifetime for you." she looked at me shocked and I laughed "I am not leaving you, baby, I am just waiting till you... uh... till you can accommodate to my size with least pain."

She looked at me still confused and not sure so I moved forward and hid my face in her neck inhaling her scent and kissing her neck. "Now did I say that I won't kiss you here," I said sucking her neck, definitely leaving a hickey, she moaned and shook her head no.

Then I removed the covers away from between us and moved my hand closer to her clit and massaged it while she moaned. "Or did I say that I won't be touching you here?" she shook her head no again while moaning.

I lowered her on the bed still rubbing her clit and kissing her neck. I inserted a finger inside her and she moaned loudly.

Fuck I love her voice.

"You are mine baby, mine to cherish and mine to fuck. I would never hurt you." I inserted one more finger inside her stretching her a little and she arched her back.

"I am just waiting till I stimulate your sweet little pussy for my size so that it won't hurt," I said inserting another finger trying to stretch her, but fuck she is tight. No wonder she was in so much pain. If she is tight around just 3 fingers, how would she handle me that is at least triple the size.

I leave a lot of hickeys on her and after her second orgasm on my fingers, I ask her if she needs me to clean her up. But she said she wanted to take a bath as she was feeling hot. She had no idea how hot I was for her.

She gets up from the bed wearing my shirt, and fuck she looks sexy in my clothes. I am going to make her wear my shirt at night from now on.

She entered the bathroom and I was watching her as it had a mirror wall.

She looked at herself in the mirror above the sink, I could not see her expression as her face was blocked by the back of the mirror and cabinet above the sink. I moved a little back and rested on the headrest and from the side, I saw her tracing her hickeys.

She is the cutest little thing. I am sure she would be blushing looking at my art on her body.

Then she moved back and I could clearly see her from my angle. Removing my shirt she bit her lower lip and my pants tightened. Fuck she is sexy and does things to me that she is not even aware of how they have an effect on me.

Then she walks to the shower, her back facing me. As the hot water drops on her skin, I wanted to lick her soft skin.

She then moves her hips like she is dancing. Is she doing all this to me on purpose? Does she know what effect she has on me? Does she even realise the bathroom walls are of glass and I am watching her?