Yandere! [Ukraine×Canada]

Writer's note

Man, i just think about the stuff i've written and the horrible story plots and 'plot twists' and i just... Cringe... I'm very much contemplating orphaning this story because for the most part, it was just a silly book i decided to write when i had nothing better to do, just quickly throwing together whatever came to mind without thinking much about how it would affect the story and the reader's views of the book.

I'm contemplating simply orphaning the book, mostly because the only emotion that comes to mind when thinking about it is secondhand embarrassment for what i thought would be good, but as someone who's spent such a long time developing more three dimensional characters (outside of the story), i've began to realize that i've done quite a bad job at writing and displaying these characters, writing what i want them to do, not what they would've actually done in given situations. Well, for the most part, again.

I understand that some people may like, love, dislike or hate the story and there are lots of mixed opinions, so one solution would be to just one day sit down and finish the story to not leave it hanging, which i can say i will finish it the way i had thought of when i first started it, but it's an ending that would call for a second book, which i don't think i'd be up for writing.

It's also the running reason as to why i do not upload much anymore. I'm not exactly passionate about the book, the story it tells or the characters themselves. I often have these smalls bursts of inspiration, when i suddenly remember i have this book to express my like for writing, but for now, i think i'll take some time to figure out what to do with it.

I don't exactly know when i'll find the free time to continue it, if i ever will, but i'll certainly try my best. Leaving this as discontinued at such a time in the story would be extremely unsatisfying, even for me. I'm currently busy with school and every day just feels draining at best, and for a while i had simply forgotten wattpad even existed, which is why i had not given any updates, other than a simple dislike for my own writing.

And i think that's it?  Thank you very much for reading this ramble of me simply repeating myself for 400 words straight, i'll try to deliver better quality, more thought out story lines and honestly, any updates/stories at all. I hope you all have a great day or night, whatever time it is for you as you read this.

Sincerely, the Author