Random Thoughts of a Teenage Girl

The Writer

I'm just going to explain some stuff here..

I will admit that I like Ellie Goulding, I used to listen to the radio a lot in the past years (and now I do and I have no idea what the fuck kind of song is playing..)- and when one of her songs came on I would hit those high notes, and go down and up on those octaves, and just BAM jam out like an idiot.

But in the past when I was bullied, and had this major crush that was way past the state of being called "just a crush" and he began to ignore me because he had a new girlfriend (he was my best friend.. yep drago49er) I would listen to this song, and think "Why can't he come back?" "Why doesn't he notice my smiles anymore?" And this song.. This. Song.

SkyeTheTsubaki sent me a link to the nightcore version of this song, and when I saw the title I was like, "Hm, sounds familiar.." then I heard the lyrics and I was like "Okay, really familiar." Then I heard the chorus and FLIPPED SHIT WITH HAPPINESS.

Now, I will just STFU and ya know type lyrics....

{Lyricsss}..:..::..:::..::::::

You wait for a silence, I wait for a word

Lie next to your frame, girl unobserved

You change your position,

and your changing me

Casting these shadows where they shouldn't be

We're interrupted by the heat of the heat of the sun

Trying to prevent what's already begun

You're just a body

I can smell your skin,

and when I feel it you're wearing thin

But I've got a plan,

Why don't you be the artist,

and make me out of clay?

Why don't you be the writer,

and decide the that words I say?

Because I'd rather pretend,

I'll still be there in the end

Only it's too hard to ask,

Won't you try to help me?

Sat on your sofa, it's all broken springs

This isn't the place for those violin strings

I try out a smile,                   :3

and I aim it at you                X3

You must have missed it,   u.u

You always do..                     v.v

But I've got a plan,

Why don't you be the artist,

and make me out of clay?

Why don't you be the writer,

and decide the words that I say?

Because I'd rather pretend,

I'll still be there at the end

Only it's too hard to ask,

won't you try to help me?

You wait,

I wait,

casting shadows,

interrupted.

You wait,

I wait,

casting shadows,

interrupted.

You wait,

I wait,

casting shadows,

interrupted.

You wait,

I wait,

casting shadows..

Why don't you be the artist,

and make me out of clay?

Why don't you be the writer,

and decide the words that I say?

Because I'd rather pretend,

I'll still be there in the end

Only it's too hard to ask,

won't you try to help me?

Why don't you be the artist,

and make me out of clay?

Why don't you be the writer,

and decide the words that I say?

Because I'd rather pretend,

I'll still be there in the end

Only it's too hard to ask,

won't you try to help me?