Will You Love Me

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Will you love me even if you see what I've carved beyond myself
Will you love me even though you know I've left myself upon the shelf

My inner being wishes you to help me be what I want
To help my wishes come true
I believe that it's impossible without you

Will you love me even if you see me freaking out over nothing
Will you love me even though you know I've found it hard to eat

Please, my dear, come towards me here
Help me through my troubles
I'll repay the favor
I'll stay with you forever
As long as you promise to leave those people at bay

Will you love me if you see me holding a razor in my hand
Will you love me even though you know I've kept the pills on the nightstand

I'm scared
Unprepared
You're here to save the day
But now you're not here with me
Yeah, you've gone away

Will you love me if you see me painting on my skin
Will you love me even though you know I cannot think straight

The thoughts cloud my mind
Making it hard for me to breathe
I could easily stop the suffering
Yet you tell me that I shouldn't
This isn't out of selfishness
It's just that I'm influenced

Will you love me if you see me hanging from the ceiling
Will you love me even thought you know I died in vain

I did think of others
I knew they'd be crushed
But I had to continue
I will always love you

Will you love me..
Will you love me..

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