Into your arms

Secretly happy

Emilia's Pov

Leah turns her head at me after I said that. It just came into my head now. I don't know why. I just know how much I love her and I don't want to waist any time. I want to marry her. I just want to do it.

"What?" She looks at me with a confused smile.

"I want to marry you."

"I know. I want to marry you too and we are already engaged." She seems confused. I don't think she got how I meant that.

"I mean like, let's get married right now." I say.

"It's in the middle of the night." She laughs. She is right about that tho.

"Then let's get married tomorrow."

"Seriously?" She asks. I hope she is in. I really want to do it.

"I mean it. Let's go to the city hall tomorrow and get married. I don't need a big party with all those people who don't even care about me. I just need you. Let's just secretly get married. Just the two of us." I say. I never had that wish for a big wedding and I know that I don't need that. I want to be Leah's wife and I don't want all the people who didn't care about me for years around for that.

"We don't even have rings."

"We can get them tomorrow." I say.

"You are so drunk of sex." Leah chuckles. She still thinks I'm joking.

"No, I might be a bit influenced by your performance a few minutes ago but I still mean it. I love you and I don't need more time or a big party to be sure about that. I want to be your wife." I tell her. Leah lifts up her chest from the bed and turns on her stomach to look at me.

"You actually want to get married tomorrow?" She asks.

"Yes." I nod.

"Without a wedding ceremony and all that?" I fear that Leah wants all that. I would definitely do it if she wants it.

"I don't need that but if you want it we will do it. Do you want it?" I ask to be sure.

"I want you. I want to marry you. I don't care how and when. I've been waiting for this day to come for years." She says in a soft voice.

"So you would be okay if we would get secretly married tomorrow?" I ask with a big smile. I love to think about that.

"Of course I would be okay with that. I definitely want to secretly get married to you." She smiles and comes a bit closer to me.

"Okay then we will get married tomorrow." I say. Leah just presses her lips on mine and gently kisses me. I have to smile against her lips and she stops kissing me. I lay my hand at her cheek and slowly move my fingers through her hair.

"I love you." She whispers.

"I love you too." I can't believe that I will marry this woman tomorrow. Tomorrow night she will be my wife.

"I have an idea." Leah suddenly says.

"Go ahead, share your wisdom with me." I chuckle.

"Since we won't speak vows to each other in the city hall, what about writing each other a love letter?" She says. This idea is actually damn cute. I love how she thought about that. I could write an entire book about how much I love her. I also like that idea because I could keep her letter and read it over and over again.

"I love that idea. It's very romantic." I say. I gently move my thumb across Leah's cheek and a big smile appears on her lips. I stare into her eyes. I could do this forever.