Into your arms

Different wedding night

Emilia's Pov

While reading Leah's letter, I felt my eyes got a bit teary. I can't believe that she wrote this about me. It was the sweetest thing I have ever read in my life. I look up at Leah. She also looks quite moved by my letter. She has such a big smile on her lips.

"This was the sweetest you have ever been." She says with sparkling eyes.

"So normally I'm not sweet?" I tease her a bit. She looks at me as we sit at the opposite side of each other. Leah puts the paper down and then jumps into me. She pushes me back so I'm laying on my back and she is on top of me. She moves her hand through my hair and studies my face.

"You are always sweet. This was just a bit more sweet than usual." She whispers. I smile and quickly lick my lips before she kisses me. The kiss is very gentle and I lay both of my hand on her cheeks. These kisses are so soft and sweet that I can't get enough of them. My bottom lip is between Leah's lips and she slowly lets her tongue go over my lip. I like her taste. I could never get tired of that.

"I love you." Leah whispers into the kiss. Suddenly I feel a weird feeling in my throat and my stomach. It comes without any warning. I feel sick. I lay my hand on Leah's chest and push her back a bit. I lean my head to the side. I feel like I'm about to throw up. Suddenly my mouth feels dry and tastes weird.

"What's wrong?" Leah asks with a confused face.

"I don't feel good." I quickly say. I can't speak for too long. I can't be sick now. Why is this happening? Tonight is our wedding night and I'm sick. I don't want to disappoint Leah or make her feel like it's her fault.

"Are you sick?" Leah moves back a bit and goes down from my body which makes me more relieved.

"I need to go to the bathroom." I say and quickly get up. I feel that I have to throw up so I already put my hand in front of my mouth. I practically run to the bathroom with Leah following me. I run inside and immediately sink down on my knees in front of the toilet. I can't hold it in anymore. I throw up while Leah comes inside. She holds my hair back and strokes my back. It feels good when it's over but still I feel horrible. I hate that I ruined the night. Leah sits on the edge of the bathtub and I lean against her legs. My eyes are teary and my mouth tastes disgusting.

"Are you feeling better?" Leah asks while gently stroking my sweaty forehead.

"No." I shake my head. "I'm sorry for ruining our wedding night."

"You didn't ruin anything. This isn't your fault." Leah says. I still wish it was different. "Should I bring you to bed?"

"Okay." I just agree. I feel weak. I don't know why this happened so suddenly. Today has been so perfect until now. I slowly get up and Leah holds my hand to help me. I go over to the sink and brush my teeth. I feel a bit better afterwards.

"I'll bring you to bed and get you something to drink." Leah says. I like how she takes care of me. She isn't even mad about this being our wedding night. This definitely isn't how I pictured my wedding night. Leah wraps her arm around my shoulders and we go to the bedroom.

"I will change my clothes." I say. I don't want to go to bed with my dirty clothes.

"Should I go?"

"Don't be silly, Leah. We are married." I say. I know she does this because she doesn't want to assault me in any way.

"We are." She smiles and stays in the room. I take off my clothes and get fresh and comfortable clothes.

"At least you see me take off my clothes once tonight." I joke. I hear Leah softly chuckling. As I'm fully clothed again, I go over to lay down in bed. I still don't feel very well.