"𝙥𝙡𝙚𝙖𝙨𝙚, 𝙢𝙖𝙠𝙚 𝙢𝙚 𝙨𝙩𝙖𝙮. 𝙤𝙧 𝙟𝙪𝙨𝙩, 𝙡𝙚𝙩 𝙢𝙚 𝙜𝙤..."
-𝙞 𝙙𝙤𝙣'𝙩 𝙬𝙖𝙣𝙣𝙖 𝙡𝙚𝙩 𝙮𝙤𝙪 𝙜𝙤-
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(bxb highschool au)
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🎧~ 𝕡𝕝𝕒𝕪𝕝𝕚𝕤𝕥
the night we met • lord huron
before you go • lewis capaldi
say don't go • taylor sw...
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"wha- what are you doing?" jake asked very startled. his heart was speeding uncontrollably and he was scared heeseung would feel it.
"shhh, you smell really nice." heeseung mumbled.
jake let his arms rest slowly on heeseung's back and started tapping it gently.
"you're so huggable jaeyunie... i've always loved to hold you, but you won't let me lately... why are you being so avoidant towards me? do i smell bad? is it because i make you uncomfortable?" heeseung ranted.
"i haven't done that... you're imagining things hee."
heeseung shook his head against jake's chest. "don't try to gaslight me, jaeyunie. i know you. and i know you've been avoiding whenever i try to touch you."
"you're making it sound weird, hee," jake teased as he tried to evade said topic.
"i just love to be near you, jaeyunie! why won't you let me?" heeseung cried at jake finally looking up at him. his tone made it clear he was still wasted.
so jake decided to be honest. because he knew heeseung might just forget about most of the things that would happen that night.
"i've been avoiding you because... because i like you."
"but i like yoo too!" heeseung complained.
"not in a friendly way, hee. i like you like you... i'm in love with you, you goliath."
jake's voice cracked a little and he knew he was about to cry if the tears threatening to spill were any sign.
"don't cry jaeyunie, you're gonna be sad on my birthday?" heeseung whispered as he let go of jake's waist to hold his face instead.
jake leaned into the touch and closed his eyes, unintentionally spilling the tears.
"i love you too! i told you earlier!" heeseung tried to make things better, but jake only thought he didn't understand him.
"you don't get it hee," jake pleaded. he knew he wasn't getting anywhere with a drunken heeseung. "just forget about it, please. none of this happened."
heeseung didn't understand what was going on, he just saw how jake squirmed out of his grasp and stood feet away from him.
"i'm leaving. next year. i got accepted in the exchange program for the next school year. or years. i don't know yet how long but i'll be gone."
the 18 year old was dumbfounded. "what program?" he asked genuinely confused.
jake just stayed silent for some time and then scoffed. "right, of course you'd forget. the only thing you remember lately is mirae and her texts."
"that's not trueeee!" heeseung blurted.
"yes! or did you show up at my house to see the anime like we agreed to do months back? did you also go to my violin presentation last wednesday that you had promised to attend since august? what about yesterday, when i waited for you for two fucking hours to go to our favorite ramyeon place?!" jake shouted.
heeseung was just silent. he wasn't sane enough for this conversation at the moment.
"it's like talking to a brick wall..." jake mumbled as he tried to calm down. "just forget everything. it doesn't matter."
jake thrusted the chocolate into heeseung's hand and stormed out of the room.
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Hi!
I hope this year brings good health, peace and happiness to you all.
