"𝙥𝙡𝙚𝙖𝙨𝙚, 𝙢𝙖𝙠𝙚 𝙢𝙚 𝙨𝙩𝙖𝙮. 𝙤𝙧 𝙟𝙪𝙨𝙩, 𝙡𝙚𝙩 𝙢𝙚 𝙜𝙤..."
-𝙞 𝙙𝙤𝙣'𝙩 𝙬𝙖𝙣𝙣𝙖 𝙡𝙚𝙩 𝙮𝙤𝙪 𝙜𝙤-
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(bxb highschool au)
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🎧~ 𝕡𝕝𝕒𝕪𝕝𝕚𝕤𝕥
the night we met • lord huron
before you go • lewis capaldi
say don't go • taylor sw...
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"if you are in love with me, why are you leaving me?" heeseung used his last card, even if it was messed up and totally a jerk move.
he was desperate.
"hee... that's exactly why i'm leaving. everything just hurts when i'm around you, even when i'm far from you. it hurts," jake's voice cracked.
the two young men were devastated in their own ways, but shared one common sorrow: neither knew how to live without the other.
"i need this. and i think you do, too. i can't keep staying beside you when i'm yours, i'm all yours," jake whispered, 'but you're not mine' jake said in his head.
tears ran down both of their mournful faces. one for a love that hadn't begun, another for a love that wouldn't finish.
jake was desperately wiping his face because he hated the way this made him feel so vulnerable.
but heeseung knew, he always knew what to do to make him feel safe, even if he himself was the one causing this damage though unintentionally.
for heeseung had wrapped jake inside his embrace tightly enough to stop the younger's body from shaking as he sobbed into his loved one.
"i'm so sorry jaeyunie... i'm sorry for making you suffer and not being able to do anything about it," heeseung apologized.
"what are you saying, you stupid goliath! this is not your fault... none of this is your fault," jake cried.
"i'm sorry," heeseung kept repeating. some time later they both had calmed down and heeseung was just caressing jake's head to soothe him.
"i think we're gonna need more water," jake peeped his voice still trembling.
heeseung laughed at the spontaneous comment.
"i think so."
jake let go slowly and heeseung didn't resist. the former's face was all pale except from his eyes, nose and lips, which were all red and swollen.
"you look like you're high on something," said heeseung trying to make jake laugh.
he succeeded.
"shut up. you're one to talk, you look like your face got bitten by multiple mosquitoes," jake fought back.
"really?!" heeseung asked concerned.
jake rolled his eyes, "no, genius. you look good even when you ugly cry. stupid hee."
heeseung usually would boast about his looks some more, now he was just silent.
"come on, i gotta drink some water before my head starts killing me. you should do so too," jake advised.
"...alright," heeseung agreed reluctantly.
jake started walking ahead towards their houses, heeseung following behind taking layla with him (poor girly was too shaken seeing them fight and cry to even bark).
nothing was written in stone now, heeseung's idea that him and jake were inseparable was now demolished.
