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My arms intertwined with my siblings, his dipped in pocket, we walked through the concreted pathway

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My arms intertwined with my siblings, his dipped in pocket, we walked through the concreted pathway. With each step my heartbeats fastened, hands turned clammy. I had no idea what to do in life, with every series and movie I watched, it changed.

I wanted to be a fashion designer when I saw, a boy from a village made it big in the fashion industry. An Airhostess when I watched a brave woman sacrificing her life for the passengers. An investigating officer, who in a jiffy solved a bizarre case in a crime documentary. A teacher who was loved by students as he succeeds in teaching by understanding them.

Unfortunately it was all temporary, nothing stuck with me. One day I wanted to be this, the next day I did not. Nor was I talented enough to pursue a talent. My life wasn't as pretty as it seemed on my social media. Yes, I did had my vacation in Rome but at night on bed, I weeped from the nightmare that was bothering me from months. I had best sibling on earth who always had my back but at family events, behind our backs we heard being addressed, "Bin mai ki auladain" I did celebrate my sixteenth birthday in Japan's Disneyland, but I had this void in my heart cause my dad couldn't come because his daughter had a big day in school and his wife wanted him there. My sibling always stood by me, I heard people saying, "Bechare Agastya ka bachpan khaa gai yeh," the taunts and the scoffs, it didn't take a stranger to say all this, our extended family was enough

I did not blame anyone, I knew this was all because of me, nor I did ever said this out loud, I did not wanted to come across as an ungrateful person, who had everything and still cried.

But didn't had anything.

Bhai gave me the possibles options that I can take up for a respectable and a sustainable lifestyle. He don't want me to go for such careers which will end up tarnishing our family's name and image.

That was when I suggested I should take admissions in an acting school. But, who was I even kidding, I cannot act to save my life. I was just trying to open up to a few options.

His options are the typical Asian choices for their kids, law school, business management, economics, Financial Analyst. With a heavy heart he accepted fashion designing and interior designing at the last. With a condition that I will only do the latter if I agree to my bachelors in a decent subject or do the grad course of law after my degree.

These options sounded boring to me. Heck that, I was living in this bubble where I didn't realise I would need to do a thing that is going to help me sustain a lifestyle. Not that my sibling is going to throw me out of his house. But what after that?

I'd just keep on living on my family's money?

With a weight on my shoulders, I settle inside our white suv, my gaze set on the busy roads as the car zoomed off in speed.

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