Feel like dying | Seungmin

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His friend already walked home, and here he was, waiting for Chungho. Everyone was already leaving school. Still no sight of Chungho. It made Seungmin feel happy, now he could just walk home alone. So he walked away.

"Minnie! There you are!" 'shit, of course he was standing on the end of the school yard'. "You took really long. Come?" He put his hand so Seungmin could take it, but he didnt. So Chungho took his hand.

Seungmin tried to get his hand out of his but Chungho held on to it like his life depended on it. So they kept walking. Chungho was talking shit to, well no one. Seungmin wasn't listening.

Everything felt so uncomfortable. Seungmin felt much better with the other seven. It was something else when meeting them. He didnt get why they came his way, well yeah it was probably because he always sat alone.

So when he first met them he felt really awkward, but they easily made it look like they knew him for a pretty long time. That was the first time in his life he actually felt safe.

"We gotta go right here and then we are at the bus stop." Chungho said, he looked at Seungmin. "Okay," Seungmin answered. So, in about a minute he could finally walk alone to his place.

When they were at the bus stop Seungmin immediately tried to get his hand out again but he didnt let go. "You're gonna wait with me." "Oh, o-okay." "It is great to know that I still have an effect on you," he said, "you are still stuttering around me, you must be so in love with me still."

Seungmin looked the other way, that was disgusting to say. He knows the exact reason why he is stuttering, he had always stuttered around him because he was scared.

Seungmin looked at their hands, those that were still intertwined with each other. He felt a kind of wind on his forehead, so he looked up even though they were in the open. When he looked up he saw just Chungho.

before he even could do anything Chungho was super close to his face. Seungmin wanted to turn away, but just at that moment Chungho's hand held Seungmins head so he couldn't turn away.