Feel like dying | Seungmin

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The following break was tense. Lee know had went to sit next to Seungmin. Chungho had looked at Seungmin immediately, with this look that said something like: i know you told him you little piece of shit.

And then you had the two younger ones, who both kept their eyes on Seungmin and Chungho, and the others who had no clue what was even happening. Though they did know something was going on.

"Minnie? Let's go for the same walk again as we did this morning, shall we?" Immediately Lee know said something back. "Yeah, I am going with you too, I love walkes." "You don't like walks." Jisung said, laughing slightly.

"Well to be honest, if you are going 'Lee know'," Chungho said, his name a bit louder than the other words, "Then we are not." "Well okay then, keep sitting here." "Why do you even want to go with us so bad? Secrets? Is Seungmin cheating on me with you?"

"What is even happening? Lee know, why don't you let those two go together?" Bangchan asked. Lee know spared a glance at Seungmin who was looking down and trembling. "Seungmin, do you want to go with him?" he calmly asked, hoping the other would tell the truth.

Seungmin slightly shaked his head. He knew what was happening and wanted to walk away, but couldn't. He laid his head on his arms on the table, which made his shortness of breath less clear to hear.

"What's going on, Minnie?" Chungho asked, stroking his hair, making it worse. Jisung stood up when he noticed what happened. The others were all confused about what had even happening this break.

Felix also stood up, as a reaction to that, Jeongin did too. "Seungmin, can you hear me?" Jisung asked calmly. Seungmin gave a slight nod in return. "What is happening?" Changbin said, "should I call a teacher here?" Seungmin heavily shaked his head, tears dropping from his eyes became visible.

"Seungmin, can you breathe with me? In and out, I will count." Again, he slightly nodded, and sobs could be heard. Seungmin really tried his best, but knowing that everyone was probably looking at him definitely didn't help.