Feel like dying | Seungmin

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The four of them walked further to school. This time Felix was walking next to Chungho and Seungmin walked next to Jeongin. They just talked about what they did on the weekends, although that wasn't a lot.

This time they were actually super late. Not that they knew about it though, well until Changbin chatted them in the groupchat, asking if they even went to go to school, as the bell had already rang.

So the last minutes they fastened their pace. Though Felix couldn't care less if he was to be late. Means they had less things to learn, right? While Seungmin and Jeongin were much more scared about the consequences.

When they arrived at school, it looked empty. "We are just three minutes late and school already looks like a haunted place," Chungho said. Felix laughed about it. "Like actually, we just have such good students in this school," Felix said.

"Yes, and those students don't come late to school, here is your warning. Try going to school earlier," a man's voice said. "Of course teachers at school have to interfere with us." Chungho said, after they couldn't be heard by the teacher anymore.

During their break, everyone was sitting at the cafeteria table, except for Chungho and Seungmin. Most of them didn't think anything about it. "Shall we go find Seungmin and Chungho? most times they come to here first, right?"

It was Jeongin asking. "No, we aren't going to interfere with their own business, they know each other longer than we know them," it was the oldest who answered the youngest question.

"I agree with bangchan, they seem to have a more special relationship," Jisung said. Seungmin had not talked about his panic attack from a week ago to anyone. Jisung thought that maybe he was going to tell Chungho now, and Chungho could probably help him much better than they could.

Meanwhile with Seungmin and Chungho it was a whole different story then the others could have thought. "Oh, please Minnie, don't even deny it, you freaking started to tear up and everyone could hear you," Chungho looked the other right in the eyes. "I-I didnt mean to."

Seungmin had started crying in class and when his classmates noticed, Chungho told the teacher that he would talk with Seungmin. They had walked out of the classroom to the toilet room. The bell of the break had already rung.

"You didn't mean to, but you did! You know how much we will be punished if we get caught!" Seungmin dried his tears again. "You fat, ugly thing!" That caught Seungmins attention. He knew he was ugly but... he looked at himself, is he really "Fat?"

"This is the first time you are thinking about that," the other let out a laugh. "Maybe you should try to stop eating so much." The other had his hands on Seungmins stomach and softly slapped it.

It wasn't like Seungmin hadn't done that, he just never thought about himself as fat, but now he could see how fat he was. The other was definitely right. He should probably do something about it.