Feel like dying | Seungmin

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He opened whatsapp and went to the only contact on the phone: Seungmin. Jeongin started scrolling up to reach the chats he wanted Felix to see. "Chungho is known for his cold attitude. No one really talks to him so he annoys people by calling them with stupid nicknames."

"Wait what, why did he chat that?" Felix asked. Jeongin swiped downwards now. "So how is it going with this cold dude, Chungho if im right. wait you asked him that?" he laughed.

"just the same i guess," he read further.

"Yeah," Jeongin answered, swiping down just a small bit. "Something going on that you wanna tell me," Felix said and read at the same time looking kind of confused, until he saw what Seungmin had written before.

in silence he read more. "yeah, i just dont know where to begin and what and what not to tell you?" He looked at Jeongin. Jeongin gave him a look back, "you shall read further." Felix read Seungmins long text in silence. "He is Chungho," Felix said quietly to himself.

Felix looked at the other chat feeling so confused he had to read it again. "everywhere whatever time or place we are at," he read again. He looked at Jeongin his eyes a bit teary, he wasn't that good with controlling his emotions.

Jeongin looked at Felix. "And well, yesterday, when we hadn't seen him and he ignored our messages, you wanted me to chat with him. And I told you he hadn't answered?"

"Yes, what about it?" Felix asked worriedly. "Well," Jeongin swiped down, "here." Jeongin didn't look at the chats anymore. Yesterday he had cried about it enough. He had thought about how it would be, if Seungmin wasn't there anymore.

Though he was happy Seungmin didn't, the chats he had sent, made it known that the other wished people around him had disappeared and that he could jump in peace. That made Jeongin so worried, he needed Felix to know.

Felix gave back the phone. "We should talk with him," his voice was shaky and he dried the tears in his eyes. "Yes, definitely." "This was a stupid idea," Felix said.