Feel like dying | Seungmin

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"I'm going out for a walk, Bongcha." "This late?" "Yes, meeting with some friends, so I probably won't come home until late." "Alright, take care!" "You too, take care of yourself and mom." "I will," she answered.

He put on his shoes and his coat. Immediately he opened his pockets and took one of the letters out of it, looked at it and laid it underneath Bongcha's shoes. It was time to go now.

He knew where he was going to walk to, and stopped at a house, the house he had been earlier. Hopefully no one saw him now. He took another of these papers out and folded it. Took out a pen to write Jeongin's name on it.

Though it was not the best way to disappear, it was one of the only ways to go. He walked away from the house and walked towards another.

Before, he had looked up the address of the seven, he had spent this school year with. A look on his watch made him know it was almost ten pm. Well he had enough time now.

At Felix house he stopped and folded a paper again and wrote Felix's name on it. And so he continued, though the others lived further away he walked towards their houses to make sure they got the letter with their names written on it.

After the last letter, with Changbins name on it, was written and he had put it in the mailbox he walked away.

Again he took a look on his watch. It had been eleven pm already. He felt his pockets, for a second there he had forgotten that he had left his phone home. He didn't really feel like taking it with him.

He had ignored all messages, hadn't gone to school for the last few days. One time Jeongin and Felix showed up at his house. He had to fight to not open the door. After some minutes they left as Bongcha had shown up telling them he just had a fewer.

Probably a check up to see if he was still in life.

Now he could go and be at peace.