Feel like dying | Seungmin

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Seungmin woke up on the sofa, his back really hurted. Sleeping on the beanbag didn't really work, so if he couldn't fall asleep there, he would sleep on the sofa.

He looked at his phone, it was 5 am and that on a saturday morning. He went to the kitchen to get some water. With every little noise he made he looked at the ceiling, listening to any signs of his mom or sister waking up.

Luckily they didn't wake up and he could in silence drink his water. His throat had felt a bit hoarse the other times he had woken up this night, but he didn't feel like getting water. After a few sips the feeling in his throat diminished.

He went to watch a film with the sound at zero. Well firstly he had looked at Taeyeon's chat.

Taeyeon
Well i do ofc otherwise i wouldn't have asked

So anything that has happened or some?

After he read this, he had to think about the answer. He definitely wasn't gonna tell this guy what happened, but it also felt so wrong to leave this guy without an explanation. So he was going to explain it, just not the right explanation.

Seungmin
Chungho is known for his cold attitude no one really talks to him so he annoys people by calling them with stupid nicknames

That seemed about right. Well he definitely knew that if Chungho read it he would be killed, but at this point he really didn't care. It wasn't like he had a future planned out.

The film he was watching took about an hour for him to finish. After, he went back to laying on the sofa again. He had been feeling tired these days, probably because he woke up every night about at least four times. Either because of lying uncomfortably or anything else.

He stared at the ceiling thinking about everything and nothing at the same time. He layed like that till he heard noises coming from his moms room.