Feel like dying | Seungmin

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-This last chapter is going to be a longer chapter. so please take care of yourself and get something to eat or drink!-

4 years later~

I was walking in the streets of Seoul. It had been a long time since I had been here. Some stores were gone, others had changed a lot.

It gave me mixed feelings to walk here again. Though I was happy I could surprise her, I also was scared of meeting the wrong person.

I walked towards a large and for me, known school. It can still take some time until she walks out of the school doors, but I was early rather than not getting to see her at all. I hadn't gone here, to go away without seeing her again.

It had taken a long time, and lot's of glances at the doors till I saw her. walking out with her friends talking and giggling. I was proud, she had told me about her life over the phone, but to see it in real life, it was amazing.

I stood up from the bench I was sitting on. So that I definitely was visible to her, I walked towards the entrance of the school gates.

As soon as she saw me she excused herself with her friends. she Walked towards me, faster than anyone would normally walk. She seemed to wipe a tear, that's when I noticed tears were also rolling over my cheeks.

We hugged each other for a long time. It made me realize how much she loved me. "I didn't know you were coming today, I've missed you so much,'' she claimed. I laughed, "Surprise."

Her friends walked towards her, "Who's this boy, Bongcha?" one of the three asked, with a tone in her voice that sounded like she thought I was her boyfriend. "This," and she wiped one of her tears.

"This is Seungmin, my brother," she said happily. The girls looked at her, "the one that went away for his job?" a girl with greenish hair asked. "Yes, the one and only," Bongcha answered.

"You three can go, I will keep myself with him," She said. The girls said a bye and walked away.

"Any reason why you're here?" "For you of course," Seungmin answered. "So you are going soon?" Seungmin looked thoughtful, he hadn't really planned forwards. "Maybe we should go to your house?" he asked.

"Our house," she corrected, "but mom is also home, do you still want to go there?" He thought. Only three months after he had gone away, he had tried to call and chat with Bongcha.

Which was kind of rough, because he had to get a new phone for that, which she didn't know the number of, and taking random phone calls wasn't really normal to do. But when they chatted, and later he videocalled her she was in tears, also super excited to tell everyone who still thought he had died.

But Seungmin strictly told her not to tell anyone, not even mom. and so she didn't tell her.

"Let's go," he said, "she needs to know it one day, right?" They walked towards the house, catching up on each others lifes. Each step taken made him more nervous. It must be so weird to see someone you think died.

There was a loud silence after, Bongcha probably noticed that he needed some space to think about what he was going to do. Bongcha rang the doorbell after Seungmin had told her he was ready.

The door got opened, followed by a voice "Hi Bongcha, have you had a nice school day?" She had just finished her sentences and then in silence looked at Seungmin. Seungmin looked back at her, did she realize it was him?

"Sorry for staring, that was pretty rude of me, but you look a lot like some we really miss," she said. "Don't be sorry," he said, kind of changing his tone. Immediately after he got a punch in his side.