Feel like dying | Seungmin

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"Seungmin! The bell rang, we got to go to class again." he looked up, he had been fully in thoughts and hadn't even heard the bell. Fastly he stood up.

Black in front of his eyes, of course, he should stop standing up so fast. Slowly he sat down again. "Seungmin, what are you doing we got to go," he heard Changbins voice say.

"I'm sorry, it got a bit black in front of my eyes," he said as the black had kind of faded. He now stood up, which went better. "Black in front of your eyes?" Jeongin asked. "Yeah, it happened to me lately," Seungmin said, "don't know why though."

"Maybe..." Hyunjin said, but didnt seem to finish his sentence. "What?" Seungmin asked. "Try eating a bit more? I mean like, well maybe lunch so you eat every meal?"

Eating... more? That would only make him fat and he would weigh much more again. And well he didn't eat the other meals anymore so skipping lunch wouldn't make him eat every meal, it wouldn't work.

"Let's go, the bell rang a couple minutes ago, we still got to go," he said, simply ignoring what was said. All of them walked away to the class they had, talking about the teacher they had now, either being positive or saying they are shit at teaching and they should have had chosen another job.

Seungmin walked inside the classroom. Two hours of biology. It was all about writing everything down what the teacher said and listening at the same time.

The teacher had just begun to talk and that's where it went wrong. Seungmin had no idea what he was saying nor did he know what to write down, 'Amazing job' he told himself sarcastically. He wrote it down in his notebook, next to another line he had written down which said: -you are a loser-.

He walked to the cafeteria being later than probably everyone. The teacher really needed to speak to him after class, just to say that he should write everything down, instead of doing something else. He made a whole point of it.

Seungmin went to sit down at the table. "Hi Seungmin, you're late?" Jisung asked. "Yeah, the teacher wanted to ask me something." The others came to the table with their food, having a chat.

"You want some?" Hyunjin asked Seungmin who was zoned out staring at around the place Hyunjin sat. "Oh, no, no that yours," he said awkwardly. "No, here, I bought something for you, as you aren't going to buy it yourself."

Hyunjin put one of the two sandwiches he had bought on Chungho's plate, so Seungmin could eat it.

Seungmin looked at it, "I don't need it, you can take it back," he answered. "Seungmin eat something, it's not good to skip lunch all the time." It was lee know who talked this time.

"Oh please, it's not like I would die from not eating lunch," Seungmin answered kind of louder. He got scared of his own voice.

"Well, look," Bangchan began his sentence, "you definitely seem to like... weigh less than you actually should." "What do you even mean with that?!" He felt that he was really being to impolite to the older one. "Emh..." the older one said, not knowing what to do as he never saw Seungmin in this state. Seungmin felt really sorry and left the table.