Feel like dying | Seungmin

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"It's alright, let's first control your breathing, breathe in and breathe out." Seungmin heard the other, did what he was told to do and followed his actions. "That's right, keep it going like that."

Hands tried to hold Seungmins hands, who pushed the hands away again, only to make the panicking worse, but he kept doing what he was told too. He heard a small sorry.

When his breathing was more steady, he looked at the other. "Can you tell me three things you hear right now?" Jisung asked. "Your voice," it sounded so weak, "mine and some of the other students. "Yes! Three colors you see?"

Seungmin looked around. "It's okay to think about it." "Your brown hair, purple shirt and the white hall. "You're right!" It sounded so enthusiastic. "Are you feeling better?" He nodded.

Standing up he looked at Jisung, this was so awkward. "Did you have these before?" Jisung questioned. Again he answered with a nod. "Often?" "No." "Okay, do you might know why?"

Seungmin looked at Jisung. 'How could you trust someone that doesn't trust you?'

"No, no I don't do-," he got cut off by Jisung. "That's okay, you don't have to, but if you need someone to talk to I am right here and Chungho and the others would be there for you too. Now shall we go to the cafeteria again?"

"Shit," Seungmin said out loud. 'It is your fault if Chungho has done anything to Hyunjin, you are so selfish for leave the table.' In a rush Seungmin walked to the table, leaving Jisung in a confused state.

The others were just laughing super loud. He looked at Hyunjin who laughed just as hard, maybe Hyunjin was better at hiding it? Or did nothing happen. If there did it would be his fault.

Jisung also walked to the table again, just as he was there the school bell rang. Some stood up and said a bye and walked away. Chungho also stood up, walking towards Seungmin, and took his hands.

They walked away too. Chungho had his hand around his waist again. Seungmin did nothing. "You don't really trust me do you?" the other whispered, "But I will not do anything to him, you have been a good boy till now, Minnie."

The urge to walk away was so big, but they needed to walk the same way and Chungho definitely knew that. "This is my class," Seungmin said standing still. "Of course it is," the other answered.

He gave Seungmin a kiss on his forehead. "Do that later, in your free time, now it's time to get in the class" A shrill voice says. Seungmin looked at the teacher, "Sorry Mrs," he said and walked in the class.