Feel like dying | Seungmin

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The following day Chungho had asked Seungmin to go with him. The other had told him he couldn't come, but Chungho hadn't given a care. When the four of them were walking home, he had told the others how excited he was that Seungmin came at his house again.

He said that he had told his mother that he has a boyfriend, but not who his boyfriend is. When they will come home together his mother would be baffled as it was an old 'friend'.

So Seungmin had to walk with him to the bus station. Luckily, just like the other day his mom would already be home so he didn't have to worry about his sister.

"Luckily we are home alone now, or well we are with the two of us." Seungmin didn't even look up from this, he kind of already guessed. "Don't try to get away with it this time though, the last few days you have been nothing more than a pain in my ass, so I will give you pain there today."

"Are we not talking now?" Chungho looked at the other, Seungmin gave him a look too, but looked away again. He knew what would happen and there was no one to help him. Right now it just had to look like he didn't care about it.

They went with the bus that had only some other students from probably other schools in it, and when they stepped out, they were almost right in front of the house Chungho lived in.

Seungmin walked with the other, his heart jumping out of his chest. The worst, he could do nothing about it. He had chatted with his mother about how he wouldn't come home, as he was going to hang out with a friend.

They both put off their coats and shoes. Chungho walks in front, going immediately to his room. Seungmin follows him slowly, now only thinking about what could and what would happen.

The other opened his room door and when both were inside, he locked the door. He looked at Seungmin, walked towards him and immediately took off the other's shirts.

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Seungmin sat in the bus again, going back home. Everything was flashing through his head and when the flashback ended it would immediately play again, from start to end. He felt like shit.