Feel like dying | Seungmin

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He tried to, he did, he knew the people that were talking to him, at this point, were all trying to help him. He couldn't disappoint them.

After a few minutes it went much better, Jisung was still talking to him, making him feel calmer. Although he was already looking up, everyone looking at him made him feel really uncomfortable.

It seemed like question marks were drawn above their heads. Of course almost everyone had their questions, that's why the other time he had walked away from the table, but this time his legs felt numb, he wasn't able to go anywhere.

"I'm sorry," Lee know said, "I should have controlled my emotions better."

Seungmin looked at Lee know in confusion. Lee know wasn't the one that had to apologize. If someone should have controlled his emotions better, it was he, himself. "Don't apologize, of course it wasn't your fault."

Lee know immediately looked at Chungho, who was looking at Seungmin with a sad expression on his face.

"You two are dating aren't you? You are cheating on me." "I-I'm not." "Oh please everyone knows," he looked around at the other's who literally didn't know what was going on anymore.

"Chungho shut up," Felix who was standing near Seungmin randomly said, "He just had a whole freaking panic attack, and now you are accusing him of cheating, can't you just stop your whole stupid act and try to be a normal, actual human!" He said more louder than he would usually talk.

Some other in the cafeteria again looked up at the table, where the noise came from.

"Yes, why are you even sitting here still," Jeongin exclaimed, "always acting like you are super nice and friendly, but you are so the opposite of that." Chungo who was coldly looking at the younger, now turned his gaze towards Seungmin.

"So you told everyone! you piece of shit." "He stood up, walked towards Seungmin and slapped him across his face. Seungmin immediately grabbed his head. The three that knew tried to help him.

"No!" Now it was Seungmins time to talk louder. He took his bag with him and fastly walked away, towards the school's exit. The other ones were pretty sure he had began to cry.

"I don't know what is going on, but I'm pretty sure some of us do?" Bangchan said with small confusion, that could be heard in his voice.