He opened the chats, left them on read. What did it matter if he answered them right now? Then he saw that Taeyeon had chatted him too. He opened that one with the intention to answer his chat.
Taeyeon
How are you
The chat they always began with. Super simple, but such a hard question to answer. Right now he knows how he felt.
Seungmin
The truth?
He answered, knowing the answer the other would give already. The other wasn't online for a few minutes. So Seungmin tried to take bites of the chocolate biscuit, his sister gave him.
Taeyeon
sorry i was on my way home
yes ofc if you want to tell me
Seungmin
feeling shitty, how about you?
Taeyeon
Not important, you might want to tell me why
So Seungmin did. Told him about what happened, well... this exact day. Even though he had felt terrible for telling him the other time he later felt better. A bit more rest for his mind.
Taeyeon
you tried to...
Seungmin yeah
Taeyeon
you know that there are people that care right??
Seungmin
my sister does yeah
Taeyeon
Sorry i just... it would be weird if you randomly won't answer chats anymore and wow that sounds selfish i mean it in a well nice way if you can believe me
Seungmin
ofc i do believe you
Taeyeon
i dont know how you must feel
Seungmin
To be honest i don't know to at this point i wanna be fine so my little sister doesn't have to take care of me anymore and that i can just be normal brother for her who helps her when she needs help now she tries to feed me like baby
Taeyeon
She tries to feed you?
Seungmin
yeah she wants me to eat
Taeyeon
you didnt eat at all??
Seungmin
i did i ate like at dinner sometimes but now she wants me to eat breakfast too
Taeyeon
that's amazing of hers
Seungmin
you think so
Taeyeon
Definitely
The end. Nothing was sent anymore and Seungmin laid away his phone.
"I am going to get some sleep, Boncha." "What about your cookie, it isn't finished?" "I am not feeling alright." He walked towards his room and laid on his beanbag. Still refusing to sleep in the bed.
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FanfictionThe story were in Seungmin get sexual assaulted by, for him a well know person. Seungmin didn't go to an other high school for nothing, well no one really knew why he did actually. Only he himself knew and... *warnings are written in -0- please rea...
