"Is it too much if I want another chance of us? Can't we make this marriage works? There'll be no one else, just me and you, I promise."
Shaking his head off, he pushes Ken away lightly. "Why not you make your relationship with Jade works? We knew each other only for few months to compare what you had with her. I don't want to take another risk. I'm too tired for all of this."
"Do you really have no feelings on me? Not even a little?"
He looks at him, holding the tears that building. "It will go away," he mumbles. "I don't want it go away. I want you, my heart wants you," Ken surprises him with the confession.
He flashes a smirk, gripping tightly to the handle of his luggage. "Ken, you're still confused with your own feelings. Once I'm out of this marriage and your life, I'm sure your feelings on Jade will grow back. We will go back to when we are strangers."
"I knew I forced myself to love Jade, but I also know that my feelings on you are genuine and pure. I was too dumb and too late to realize." Justin resists the butterflies in his stomach, trying to turn it into unreasonable anger.
"I won't fall for that, Ken."
"I won't proceed with the divorce but I will give you time. This house will always available for your presence. But, if one day you really want to end this marriage, you can send it back as a package instead of in person, for my own peace." He looks down to see Ken reaches for his palm and places the access card.
"Drive safely and text me once you arrived. I am sorry for everything, and thank you for making this house warm with your love."
They both shared a smile before he pulls the luggage out of the door and closes it. He holds his tears until he is finally in the car. Instead of driving to his new home which only 20 minutes away, he stops for a beach to figure out his mind.
And heart.
• • • • •
Ken's last text had him sighs. Other than keeping themselves distance physically, he also needs to stop connecting with him through texts or calls.
He blasts his playlist while cleans up the house with no corner left with dust. Once he is done, he takes a shower, ordered his food online and enjoy a movie.
Ignoring the goodnight text from him, he turns off the light and rest himself on the bed.
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Deciding Us (KENTIN Au)
FanfictionKen Suson, a workaholic CEO that only focus on his company more than anything else. Justin De Dios, a model/actor that enjoy every moment of his life to the fullest. Total opposite, but tied up in a marriage. The marriage was for their parents that...