Actor, 𝕭𝖆𝖓𝖌 𝕮𝖍𝖆𝖓 [UNDEREDITING]

49 ; Actor

I smiled at Felix, he was walking towards me with his hands in his pockets, and a bright smile on his face. I jumped in him accidentally, and he wrapped his arms around my shoulders to hold me against him. I smiled at him, and he slowly led me to somewhere. Even though my crutch was sinking into the sand, I followed him with excitement.

He was speaking about things, but honestly, his words were slurring. I wondered if he was drunk too? Had he been celebrating New Year?

I followed him till someone's hand was on my cheeks lightly. I looked at the person who thought they had the audacity to put their hands on my face brazenly. I frowned and looked at the person. I knew this person! His face was so familiar to me!

"Oh! I know you." I said and a whole group of people laugh and chuckle. The man in front of me was smiling widely, his eyes small because of his laughter.

"I'd hope so." He answered and I nodded. 

I turned to look at the rest of the faces, I was practically squinting to see them properly in the darkness, and my drunkenness. I pointed at someone I thought I recognized. I turned back to the man who was still holding my face. 

"How much did you take Rain-ah?" The man asks, "I'm starting to notice a pattern when you get drunk. You stop recognizing people."

"I always recognized people!" I rebutted, "I...I've been drinking since like 11."

The man ran his hands down the back of my head and brought my head to his neck. He smelt nice, and comforting even in the winter wind. I just let him and took pressure from my aching legs. I could smell his aftershave and it was incredibly nice so I sneakily leaned my head into his neck, and watched as his adams apple moved up and down.

"You've been drinking for hours Rain-ah." He spoke as watched his apple move again, "That's a long time. I know to say have a good day but..."

"Do you not like it when I drink?" I asked him as I slowly brought my hands around Chan's waist.

"It's not that..." He said, and I looked up at his face.

"I know you. Your my boyfriend." I told him, pointing my finger to his chin, "Or you smell like him weirdly."

"I am your boyfriend silly." I heard him whisper and I smiled. I leaned back and looked up at him, I was tilted at a weird angle to fit under his chin but I wasn't uncomfortable too. He looked down at me, after looking out towards the sun rising, and he placed a delicate kiss on my nose.

"Hyung, not out in public." Someone said and he turned to them and nodded. I pouted, looking at the man who spoke. 

He was taller than both of us, and he had long hair. He was the one I recognized before, but he didn't say anything when I pointed at him before. He was looking at me with a smile so I put my pout away and smiled back at him. I closed my eyes and settled into my boyfriend's neck. This was my boyfriend, the love of my life, my Chan. We were randomly spending the New Year morning together.

"Why am I here?" I asked him, "I thought I was at a party."

"Your friend must've driven you here," Chan announced and I nodded in remembrance at my friend So-Joon. I wondered where he is right now.

I stayed quiet as Chan made us all sit down on the sand, and I sat with him and watched as the skies turned from a dim blue to green and then to orange and pink. This year first sun was incredibly pretty, and I was enjoying my time as my soberness slowly came. I could recognize my surroundings, and what I was doing, and who I was with. I was incredibly embarrassed that my company saw me like this. 

I hid in Chan's neck the whole time and was far too embarrassed to chip into the conversation with the rest of the Stray Kids members. Whenever they talked, I just smiled and listened but minded my own business. It was nice to get back into soberness even if I was embarrassed. I liked how I had run into Chan and now we were automatically cuddling on the beach.

"Jagi," I whispered up to him as a large group of people were finally leaving the beach to go back to bed. The majority of companies weren't open on the first of Jan.

He looked down at me and smiled, "Hey, you sobering up?"

I nodded happily, "Yeah, and no headache just yet."

He messed my hair up softly, and slowly all the members started standing up and began taking photos. Chan helped me stand back up, and another member was standing with us. He smiled at me, and it was a nice smile.

"I'm Jeongin." He introduced himself and I bowed at him politely. I think Chan mentioned a while ago that Jeongin was the maknae of the group, and Chan still thought he was a baby despite being a year older than me.

"I'm Korain," I told him with a smile, but he nodded as if he knew already. Chan obviously has been talking about me at his dorm.

"Chan always talks about you." He whispered as Chan left me and began gathering all the others to lead them off the beach through the last few crowds of people.

"What does he say?" I asked him, looking at his bare face for some type of reaction.

"Well at first he wasn't too keen." He said sheepishly, "Then some flowers came to our dorm and he was happy. I didn't know they were from you at first but then we all found out and we thought it was sweet."

"Then?"

"Then he was talking to Felix about giving you a chance, and I secretly wanted him too." Jeongin spoke softly, "Chan is the leader and he's been a trainee for so long and ever since we became Stray Kids, he hasn't done anything for himself."

"How long has he been a trainee?" I asked him and I looked at Chan who had failed to gather everyone and was now taking a group photo of some of the members.

"I think it was 7 years.." Jeongin told me, "He always puts us first so we wanted him to be happy, and he seems really happy with you."

I almost cried at how sweet Jeongin was, although he was my hyung, he was super sweet and I could see why most of the older members babied him. I thanked him, and we waited for the others to come back over. Once they had taken all the photos they wanted to, Chan came straight towards me and smiled.

"Are you coming back to ours?" He asked and I looked around for So-Joon and I so no clue that he was still around, so I nodded.

"Are you driving?" I asked him and he nodded, I smiled. I always thought he looked so good while driving.

"Yeah, Seungmin in the back as well so don't try anything." He teased as he pulled my cheek teasingly. I smiled and winked at him.

I was excited to go back to his dorm, and actually get the chance to talk to the rest of the members. I was hoping they don't interrogate me, or dislike me. I clung onto Chan's jumper as he helped me back up the beach and to the car park with my awkward crutch situation.

In a few weeks, I had a doctor's appointment where they're changing my cast for a plastic one so I can finally put more pressure and walk on my foot. It would be easier to go to places and walk. I was excited for it to happen too. It meant I was recovering, and making progress.

~ Guys, I had the worst start to the year. I got to my uni accommodation and there was so much mold and damp in my room, that the whole radiator fell off the wall while I was away. I'm currently in an Airbnb and I have no idea what happening.