Mine To Love

part 7 emotional breakdown

Avanya pov:

"You know If I want then I can stop admission of your brother in my college.. And dream of your brother taking admission in one of best college will shatter.. " He said with an emotionless face making me shocked.

Tears started flowing from my eyes . I pushed him with force and yelled "Please.. Try to understand. Don't,  Don't do this! Why can't you take no as answer? You men and their egos! Listen I don't love you, don't force me, If you think by doing this you will make me love you, then you are in illusion.. I'll hate you for this.. Please..! "

"Listen, avya please don't cry.. I don't like tears in your eyes.. " He said coming towards me showing his so called fake concern..

I showed him my hand to stop as he halted there.

"Avanya, you have 2 days to decide, either marry me Or sacrifice dream of your brother" He said looking in my eyes without any shame.

At this moment, I wanted to kill him.. How can he say such things?

I ran from the suffocating atmosphere, my feet carrying me blindly to the elevator.

As soon as I reached my apartment, I flung open the door and rushed  to my room.

I collapsed onto my bed, my body shaking with sobs. Tears streamed down my face, blurring my vision, as I cried myself into an exhausted sleep, seeking escape from the anguish that threatened to consume me.

My sleep got disturbed when I heard the bell rang. I looked at time it was 4 p. m.

My phone started ringing displaying sahil's name.

"Hello" I answered groggily.

"Di open the door.. And what are you doing at home? He asked, excitement evident in his voice.

" I'm coming" I said and went to open the door after washing my face to hide traces of tears.

I smiled at him , today was his last exam of the 12th..

"hey di.. Guess what? My Paper was amazing. Actually all of my exams went good. I'm confident that I'll get admission in my dream college.. And will fulfill papa's dream..! " He said hugging me.

I hugged him back forcing a  smile on my face, hiding the pain , as tears threatened to spill from my eyes.

"Di why are you early today? " He asked checking my forehead
whether I have a fever or not.

"No in fine... It's just a headache" I said and went towards the kitchen avoiding his eyes.

"What will you eat? Should I make pasta for you? " I asked him while giving a glass of water.

"Umm.. No di , I'm full!
Actually we friends went to eat something after exam because of last paper.. Now I'm going to sleep. Because I'm so tired" He said

"Ok... Sleep well , I'll prepare kadhi chawal for you at dinner. Ok" I said kissing his forehead.

He smiled "ok.. Thank you di" He said and went upstairs .

I went back in my room. Closing the doors, I laid down on bed and tears again started flowing.

"What should I do mumma papa.? I miss you.. I need you.. It's hurting me.. I- no I can't s-sacrifice his dream.. I still remember the last pro-promise you both took from me, to take care of sahil as mother and father.
I'll accept his condition.. Yes!
If you were at my place, you have done the same na , I can't let sahil in pain.. No! His hardwork will not go to waste. He will achieve his dream even if I had to sacrifice myself for it. I hate you akshit, I hate you.. But don't worry, you took me too light. Now I'll show you what I am.. You will regret loving meI'll make your life hell" I said wiping my tears with back of my hands.