Sirus pov
8am.
I woke up really comfy, I saw remus fast asleep. Remus has been here alot he knows I'm happy he's here again and spend time with me. I wasn't sure if it's a good idea for me to return to the order but knew it was time for me to do this.
I sit up and saw how cute remus was, I started to rub his face. He looked really tired, so I got up and got ready and started making breakfast leaving remus to sleep. I feel like I can do this no matter what my parents did to the me will always be there, but I know I can face my future again.
I see remus walk downstairs to join me, where are you going today remus asked. Coming back to the order I feel like I'm ready to go back I said, are you sure everyone understands why your there remus said. I'm sure, maybe I'll take it slow but I'm ready to be back i said.
Well if you sure we'll see how it goes today and you can see if you want remus said. I will, now come eat some breakfast I said, ok you always make my favourite breakfast remus said. He sits down I see kreacher come in the kitchen ready to do some work.
Kreacher you can relax today there's not much to do I said. Are you going somewhere today kreacher asked, yeah im heading back to work I think I'm ready I said. Well I'll see you later when your back kreacher said. I gave him some breakfast to eat as he leaves.
12pm.
We arrived at hogwarts to do some order business. It felt like forever since I was here, I have never been this nervous since going to school. We start to head head inside as we head to dumbledore office. Everyone was inside waiting for remus to come inside.
Remus opens the door to dumbledore office, everyone was shocked to see me back. Sirus i didn't expect you to be back yet dumbledore said, I'm not yet but I'm taking it slow I said. Well that's good idea take a seat we are discussing the investigation on the death eaters mad eye said.
I sit down as remus remained standing, I was scared to be here again, looking around I can tell they were worried about me. I knew it was because of how my parents treated me and in the end it was them who ended up in jail. I felt remus hand on my shoulder to help me relax in the room.
The investigation about the death eaters started from my parents. They think this is because they are wanting the mugle world to be gone. My parents were always cruel but never knew this is what they wanted, but I never care about their meanings, all I cared about was the happiness of people.
2pm.
Remus pov.
I was in my office as sirus was somewhere with mad eye. I see James and lily walk in the room looking worried for some reason. Im worried about sirus is ok to be back again lily said. I don't know if sirus is fully ready but he wanted to take things slow I said.
Your right but everyone was worried about him in the meeting, he looked scared james said. It's normal he was scared to be back but he wants to start getting back to his normal life again i said. I can understand, he wants to get back on his feet and go out again lily said.
You think it was because of what I said to him James said. I don't think it is, he might be ready for anything that comes his way I said. Yeah so where is he anyway james asked, he went somewhere with mcgonical I said. We carried on talking to each other as there really wasn't anything to do today.
We hear the door open and see it was sirus, he walks over to me and sits down on my lap. I'm tired why is everyone asking me if I'm ok to be here, I just want to start moving forward with my life sirus said. Relax padfoot they are just making sure your ok james said. I know losing reg, Bellatrix and andromeda in one night wasn't easy and to find my grandparents and uncle alphard in one room a few weeks later I get it but I want to be back and start my healing process with everyone sirus said.
