Back Talking & BackHanding

Trust

A/N

This chapter will have a few older words and actions. If it makes you feel uncomfortable don't read it. But I do not recommend skipping any of it because missing certain dialog may create confusion.

Sean POV

Marc and I were exhausted after spending a few hours at the beach. I didn't want Ari to see my hair drenched because she would know I went to the beach, so Marc suggested we take a nap on some towels to dry off. And we did. I wasn't as tired after I woke up. But I was hungry. We put our pants and shirts back on our dry bodies and headed home. When we got there, I entered the house and saw the boys had fallen asleep.

But Avio and Ziggy weren't in the living room. Mmm. I didn't like that. I told them all to stay put. "Where do you think you little brother is?" I asked Marc. He shrugged. "I don't know." he said. I went into the kitchen and found there were dirty dishes. Mmm. So they had eaten. "My brothers can't cook." Marc said from behind me. I rolled my eyes so hard I thought they would get stuck. "Ari." I said.

I wasn't happy that she fed them. I wasn't mad that they had eaten, I was mad at the fact that she was in the same room with them unsupervised. And she knew I didn't want her anywhere near them. I didn't want them to look at her, say her name, think about her. I wanted them as far away from her as possible. Ari was mine. Even if she wasn't mine. No one was aloud to touch her. I didn't even want to touch her because of how delicate she was.

And just the thought of those teenagers molesting her made me sick to my stomach. "Tell Ari to meet me outside please." I said. "Mmmkk." Marc sounded unsure as he slowly left the house. I went outside and waited. Soon enough, Ari came outside. She saw me and smiled. But I wasn't smiling. I was frowning. When she saw my reaction, she stopped smiling. "What's wrong?" She asked.

"I don't want you near those boys when I'm not here. Do you understand me?" I said sternly. "Sean... I was just being nice..." She said. "I don't care. Were they being nice to you when they touched all over you? Huh? What, did you like feeling like a filthy little whore? Were they doing you a favor by touching you? No. You don't need to be nice to them and I don't want you near them. Do you understand me?" My tone was kinda harsh and I didn't mean to call her a whore.

Ari nodded but I could tell it hurt her feelings. "Yes." she said quietly. I sighed and pulled her close to me, kissing her forehead. "Don't take that to heart, babe. You're not a whore. I didn't mean that." I told her. "I think you did." She said. Ari was looking down and it made me feel bad. I used my index and middle finger to lift up her chin to make her look at me. But her eyes still wandered elsewhere. "Look at me." I said. It took a while, but her eyes finally met mine.

"I didn't mean it. You're not a whore and I know you didn't like it. It was wrong of me to say something like that, and hurt your feelings. I'm sorry." I said meaning it deeply. "I forgive you." she said. "But I want a kiss." She smiled. I chuckled and leaned down to kiss her. I took my time with it, giving her as much passion as I felt was needed for that kiss. Pulling away, a little bit after it counted as a peck, Ari pouted. "Don't worry sweets." I reassured. "I got you later." I held her hand as we walked back into the house.

"Straight into the bedroom." I said before I opened the door. "Okay," she said. I was surprised at her cooperation. Maybe she was doing that because she didn't want to fight with me. Or maybe it was because she didn't want to risk losing the treat she had coming. And man did she have one coming. No matter what it was, it stopped an argument. Ari released my hand and went to the bedroom.

I stayed in the living room where Avis was awake. I sat down on the one-seater and looked at me. Guilt. Written in bright red all over his face. And fear. Written in blue. "So you're the one who kissed her, huh?" I asked, eyes narrowed. He coughed uncomfortably. "Yes, sir." he said. "Why?" I asked wiping my own lips. Gross. I'd basically just kissed him. And I'd be kissing him for a while, too.

"I...seriously don't know. I just needed something to get rid of this sudden lust that just came out of no where." I raised my eyebrow. "What do you mean, sudden lust?" I asked confused. "I don't know. I just saw Ari and I felt like...like I needed to..." I looked at Avis and by his sudden shift I notice he didn't want to finish his sentence and so I use context clues. "Ohh..." I said when I figured it out.

"I'm sorry. I wasn't raised that way. I never would've done some shit like that. And I really wouldn't have done it to a dude's girlfriend." He said. "I've just been having problems controlling myself lately." He admitted. "Take a walk with me Avis." I said standing up. He stood and followed me outside. "What do you mean, what are you talking about?" I asked when we were far enough away from the house.

"I've just been really...ya know...horny." he mumbled horny and his face went bright red. I rolled my eyes. "Don't have shame in being horny. Scream it to the world at 3am from your roof while you're naked for all I give a damn." Avis laughed quietly. "Its not a bad thing o be horny." He nodded. "But I'm just getting horny off dumb stuff and I don't know why." he said. "You're a boy. I get horny off dumb stuff, too. Just Jack it out." I shrugged. "I can't." I made a face.

"What do you mean you can't?" I asked. Avis shook his head. "It doesn't help. All I can do is bang a girl and sometimes that doesn't even help. And I'm not supposed to have sex with girls that aren't mine but I just can't help it. And I feel bad and it's the same with my brothers. I'm tired of lying to Marc. I'm tired of keeping secrets. Im tired of getting on guys' bad sides because I couldn't help but bang their girlfriend." Avis sounded frustrated. I sighed and scratched the back of my neck.

"You've done that to other's girlfriends before?" I asked. "They were willing." he said. I nodded. "Why her though? If she wasn't willing?" I ask. "She's pretty." he shrugged. I nodded. "Don't try anything like that again. Not just because I'd kill you, but because Ari would be emotionally ruined if that escalated from touching to sex. And she doesn't deserve that. And you don't deserve to feel guilty about that." I said.

"I won't. I swear." He said. I nodded. "I'm gonna trust you on this. Now tell me one more time about why you can't control your lust."