Scars On Her Soul

Chapter 46: Our fights can wait

Vienna's POV

"We shouldn't be fighting like this...especially now..." He paused as a few frown lines graced my forehead, not understanding what he was trying to get at.

"All this stress isn't good for you, love" He continued.

And that was when I realized that...he knew.

My eyes flashed with the realization and also guilt. I felt guilty that I have been hiding such a big news from him and I knew what was coming next, he's gonna be mad at me for hiding it from him, resulting into yet another fight between us.

"Yeah, I heard you" He mumbled confirming my suspicion.

"Is it...is it true?" He asked softly and my eyes welled up with tears once again, but this time with happy tears as this was the moment that deep down I have been dying for, where I tell him that he's going to be a father soon...where I tell him that we are going to be parents soon.

"Please, love..." He paused squeezing my hands that were in his.

"Please tell me what I heard is true" He continued as the corner of my lips curved up into a small smile. I reached out and touched his slightly stubbled cheek lovingly.

"Yes, it is..." I paused.

"What you heard is true, Ryan" I cried happily.

"I'm pregnant..." My voice barely came out as a whisper.

"You're going to be a father soon, Ryan...we're going to be parents soon, baby" I added, my shoulders shook as I sobbed with happy tears while he just stared at me for the next moment or so.

"Vienna..." He mumbled, finally breaking his silence, his voice held such raw emotions that it melted my heart...it made me want to forgive him already and live a happy life with him and our child.

He rarely ever calls me by my name, but when he does, it's either because he's too mad at me or because the situation is way too serious. But today when he called me by my name, it just felt so different and raw. It didn't fall in either of the above scenarios.

"I love you so much" He let out a heavy breath that he seemed to be holding until now before wrapping his arms around my waist, pulling me into a safe and tight embrace, resting his head on my chest while still kneeling before me.

"God! I love you so much" He added, his voice muffed this time as his face was buried into my chest. Even though my hands iched to embrace him but I tried my best to hold back the urge and remained still in his arms, but when have I ever been able to resist this man kneeling before me, holding me in his arms?

A fleeting moment later I gave in and wrapped my arms around his shoulders before letting my fingers wander into his soft hair, pulling his head more closer to myself as if that was even possible.

We stayed like that for what felt like forever before he pulled apart.

"I'm so fucking happy, love!"

"I'm so fucking happy!" He repeated, his eyes shinning with the happiness that I have been dying to see ever since he returned back from the dead.

"Fuck!" He cursed running a hand through his hair.

"I'm going to be a father!" He laughed wholeheartedly and I smiled widely feeling his chest vibrate under my hand that was placed over his heart.

"Yes, you are" I mumbled softly, nodding my head.

"I want to tell everybody. I want everybody to know that I'm going to become a father soon...that we are going to have a baby soon" He said, cupping my face.