F A D I N G M E M O R I E S; {JACOB BLACK}

[ 04 ]

Vera Elle Volant

"Fuck where is it?" I searched everywhere for my wallet as I looked through my vanity. Moving my things around I couldn't find anything. I walked towards my dresser as I grabbed my keys. I looked under my bed reaching for my wallet that had somehow fallen under.

"Answer it." I overheard my dad talking to my mom. I walked towards the door as I slightly opened it to ease drop.

"It's Vera's doctor,"my mom spoke as they looked worried. I immediately looked up as my parents looked at each other. she took it off speaker as my mom responded to the doctor. "Y-Yes we will." I looked at my mom as she hung up. "So?" She immediately hugged my dad as she shook her head "no".

I silently closed the door knowing what that phone call meant. I wasn't getting better. It's getting too fucking real. I knew that already seeing the symptoms of my cancer evolving . But I never thought it'd feel worse seeing my parents notice. I told my mom I don't want to go through chemotherapy. I don't wanna die on a fucking chair cold and alone.

I waited a little to step out of my room. I looked up to see my mom and dad talking to each other almost arguing. "Hey." They both looked at me seeing I had my keys in hand. "Where you going?" "I just wanted to buy some new clothes wont be too long." "Ok hun be careful." I shook my head as I closed the door behind me.

I arrived to this clothing store near forks high school. I opened the door as I saw a couple people there shopping. I grabbed some clothes to take back to the dressing room as I tried holding them all in my hand. I tried on a white long dress with a slit not too high.

INSPO:

I decided I wanted to buy it. I began slowly lifting it up from the bottom as I heard the curtain open. "F-Fuck Sorry,"Jacob muttered. "God you creep."

I instantly turned around not looking up. Grabbing the curtains and closing them shut. One more second and I would've killed that guy. I didn't even get a good look at him. I took off the dress changing into my clothes. I came out of the dressing room as I looked around not seeing anyone specifically the guy from earlier.

Driving home I got worried or more upset that I know my mom will try to convince me to go into chemo-therapy sooner than later.

"Your back." "Yup just bought a small dress."I smiled as I walked towards my room. "Honey wait.." I turned around as she looked almost nervous.
"I know right now you're gonna head over to Sam's but Landon is actually gonna go with you." "Really?"I said upset. She nodded as she fidgeted with her ring. "Guess it's fine."

"He'll drive and please don't come back too late your father and I have some news." I looked at her as I quickly gave her a small nod. I closed the door behind me as I entered the shower. As I showered I noticed I had bruises all over my legs. I knew id happen but not this soon. I quickly changed into a black long sleeve and jeans since I get cold easily now. I can't believe we're driving to Sam's even though it's 4 blocks away.

I walked out as I saw Landon already in the car. "Wish me luck,"I said looking at my parents. My dad just smiled as he watched me close the front door. I opened the passengers seat as he huffed. "Can't believe I'm stuck driving you everywhere,"he mutttered under his breath. He stared the car as he lowered the window.

"You dont have to drive me then if you dont want to."

"I have too your fucking sick and get tired easily," he husked. I bit my lip not wanting to say anything. We got closer to Sam's as I spoke.

"You dont have to be a fucking dick about it."

Before reaching Sam's house he immediately stepped on the brakes hard. I turned to look at him as he looked fucking pissed the fuck off..

"YOUR THE ONE WHO'S FUCKING DYING. NOT ME. DO YOU UNDERSTAND?"

"YOUR A FUCKING ASSHOLE!"I opened the door as I slammed it.

"Where are you going." "Fuck you!" I began walking towards Sam's as he followed behind me. I finally reached his house as Landon already parked and was inside the house. I started walking towards the house as I saw some guys in the front. The guys began whispering to each other as I got closer. I only smiled awkwardly as I moved towards the door. "Hey." one of the boys spoke. "Hi." The guy behind him looked almost more nervous than me.

"Your new around here right?" I nodded as they got closer. "Im Quil this is Embry were part of Sam's p-...friend group." I smiled at him as I looked at the Embry guy who looked shocked. "Im Vera Sam's my uncle ......hes kinda old." The guys chuckled as I tried to ease the awkwardness.

"Yeah he is pretty old," spoke Embry. "Is Emily inside?" "Yeah I think your brother went inside." I rolled my eyes as they looked at me. "S-Sorry I just don't like him very much these days,"I chuckled as they nodded. "Yeah this guy also gets annoying sometimes," Embry quickly punched Quils shoulder as he turned around. I let out a small laugh as they began play fighting or I think they are? I walked closer to the door. "Well nice meeting you!!"I yelled as they continued fighting.

Opening the door I saw Landon on the couch and Emily in the kitchen. I sneaked up behind her as I tapped her shoulders. "Boo!" "JESUS!" I began laughing as she pulled me into a hug. "OH MY GOSH ELLE YOUR SO BIG!" I smiled as I pulled out of the hug. "Yup!" She held my arm as she looked at me intensely. "Have they been feeding you? You're so small." I didnt know what to say. Of course I didnt want to tell her about the cancer and how I've been losing more weight lately.

"Y-Yeah I just have a small cold and well when I get sick my face looks all dead,"I laughed lowly. "Yeah Sam had mentioned you felt off."
"Yeah speaking of which do you think I could rest a little somewhere?" "Of course you can go to Ella's room shes napping but you can take the couch in there."

"Thank you so much."

She smiled as she guided me into her room. I walked inside looking at Ella as she napped. She looked like the perfect combination of Sam and Em. I walked towards the couch near her bed as I layed my head down.