WITH YOU...FOREVER!

14. REVELATIONS!

{Firstly a BIG SORRY for being late, but I FINALLY UPDATED! :-)

Hope I'm EXCUSED & FORGIVEN! @_@}

VIVAAN

It's 9 pm already, & I'm yet besides her, comforting her shivering body, as she was again having some nightmares.

Her nightmares ever bothered me, but the thing that bothers me the most is she is taking my name in her nightmares again-&-again, asking me to stay away from her...

Previously she always called me in her nightmares, to save her, to take her away, but now, due to my own mistakes, I've become her nightmare myself!

"S-stay a-away.... V-Vi-vaan...... l-leave m-me..... s-save me so-someone..... D-don't t-touch m-me..... no-no-no Vi-vaan..... I-I b-beg y-you Vi-ivaan...." she kept on chanting, asking me & only me to stay away from her, asking for others to save her from me, the person who was her SAVIOR till now, burning my whole existence!

I was feeling more & more guilty as I embraced her, trying to coo her.

"Nobody will harm you Sweetheart, not even me..." spoke I, & that was it, she started panting & whispering, sweating cold, thrashing, sensing my presence near her, as I called the nurse, who requested me to move away from her, as I, her lover, her Savior, was triggering her???

What the fuck!

I know I did a mistake, but that doesn't mean all my efforts till now, to make her mine forever can be shattered, no not this easily.

"Y-you c-cheated..." spoke she sobbing in her sleep, as the nurse injected something in her, which lowered all her sobs, trembling, & words in a few minutes.

"What's this?" asked I sternly, remembering last time she was given drugs in the form of medicines.

"Se-sedatives Sir!" spoke she, as I hummed.

I sat on the couch & this distance from her was killing me. I wonder what will happen if she doesn't listen to me, & leaves me?

No no, that can't happen, she loves me right? That means she'll listen to me!

'Just like you listened to her!' mocked my subconscious, as I gritted my teeth at the thought of my own subconscious mocking me.

Fine, I did a mistake, but I accept it, & I'm willing to make it up for all of it, defensed I!

'Wow, what a great move! & mistake? It was a CRIME!' spoke my oh-so saint subconscious.

& I'm the 'Dad of all the criminals', answered I smirking!

'But she was never your victim, she never deserved to be!' spoke my subconscious, acting all moral, like always, irritating me. I never like to listen to my mistakes, I'm a PERFECTIONIST, specially in my job!

Ok, she didn't deserve either my lies till now, nor my games, nor the way I played with her & her emotions till now, & she didn't even deserve to step anywhere near the Dungeon, I actually punished in, hell, she never deserved a man like me!

But she herself fell for me, I never forced myself upon her, she herself started loving a monster like me, entering in my dark heart! Yes, it was always her, who initiated things, I just let her do it all, cause I liked her, & then started loving her...

'Yes, it was her fault to trust & to fall for a monster, & an ever so CLEAN LIAR like you!' mocked my subconscious again.

Fine, I'm a monster, or call me anything else as well, but I LOVE HER now! Yes, she has made me love her, & I never leave my things, let alone the love, the only love of my life!