BACK TO THE DARKS...

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AISHA

BACK TO THE DARK...

Let me stop resisting,
Let me get deeper & deeper into this abyss,
Let nobody see me,
Let nobody stop me,
Let nobody reach me,
Let nobody speak those fake words,
Let nobody shed those fake tears,
For I've found the true,
The REAL,
The pulling force of this world,
Pulling me back to it,
Moment-by-moment...

Let me leave me,
Let me loose me,
Let me wash myself off me,
In these depths,
In these waves,
& let me seek the bottom,
Of the endless!

Forget me,
Like I should forget all,
Forgive me,
Like nothing never happened at all,
Forfeit me,
Like last time,
from all your fake memories of
all those fake moments,
& let me drown,
in the REAL,
With open arms,
With close eyes,
Feeling every bit of it,
Feeling every drop of it...

Sshhh!
Silence!
Let me loose my last rays,
My last light,
Which tempts me,
Which holds me,
Let me pass these illusional lights & brights,
& let me peacefully cross the bar,
& drink a bit more of this dark,
Accepting it, loosing me;
Let me admire a bit more of this dark,
Let me color myself a bit,
Just a lil bit more,
& all that left is just this truth,
just this DARK,
& Neither those delusional tempting fake lights,
Nor the lonely & lost me...

Let me find myself,
Reuniting with my existence,
Loosing myself from me,
& getting back to the Dark....

-$D

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