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76. ENGAGEMENT!

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AISHA

I bit my lips in nervousness as I looked at myself in the huge mirror in front of me, yet wearing my blouse & shorts, with my makeup done... I indeed look beautiful, as the makeup artists praised me & I gave them a tight liped smile, asking them to go politely, for I don't want to show them or anyone else my nervous form!

Even Inayat wasn't that nervous in her wedding, which happened a few hours back, as much as I'm just for my engagement.

I clutched tightly my chain, with the A & V dimaond pendents in it. Vivaan had given it back to me when I was angry,& even in that anger I couldn't dare to remove this out, as a smile marked my face looking at the beautiful pendant, a pendent thay connects us!

Our love won over my insecurities, over my ego, our love superseded my fears, my pain, my everything! Our love won over Vivian's pride, his ruthlessness,our love conquered us, making us one yet again...

& today we shall mark the beginning of the new phase of our lives, celebrating our love in front of the world, making everyone know we're each other's, that we are going to be one!

I smiled, but yet my nervousness took over me... Is it too fast, too slow? Should I have refused this, or should I have married instead of just engaging him? Should I call Dad & tell him that I'm not ready? But I can't leave my Vivaan waiting...

Best idea! I should elope with Vivaan & come back by night married directly! That would be much more better than this nervousness!

But why am I nervous? Isn't this what I wanted, then what I'm scared of?

I thought & the answer came out... I'm afraid of loosing this happiness...

My past is the evidence in itself! Whenever I was happy in my life something very bad, no, worst happened & took away even the shadow of happiness from my life...

What if someone takes away my happiness, my love, my Vivaan from me? I'll rather die then be without him...

& what if he again cheats upon me? Cheat in real this time?

"Then I'll break his neck with my sole hand after feeding his bitch to his hungry sea creatures in front of his eyes!" Spoke I loud, looking in the mirror with my eyeliner marked eyes now bloodshot as I clutched tight my fists batting my lashes, & I closed my eyes to clear the scene of that vicious day, which bothered me again & again.

I gasped audibly when I felt two cold hands on my bare back, moving sensually towards my belly, measuring my waist by them, as I gulped with closed eyes when I felt his lips on my exposed neck & shoulders.

"V-Vivaan leave me..." spoke I, my voice low, as he growled & stick more to me, with his calllous hands roaming on my bare waist, only tightning their grip, sending goosebumps all over my skin.

"Vivaan!" I called him, holding his shamelessly exploring hands.

"You look so irresistibly beautiful, Sweetheart! See what you do to me!" Spoke he as he rubbed his hard member on my lower back making me flinch at my place, as I opened my eyes to look at him through the mirror, smirking at me.