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VIVAAN

Nothing's well since these past two days!

My girl got up yesterday, but she was jolted up by a nightmare & was panicking so the medical staff gave her sedatives, looking at her sensitive self & history of panic attacks, as they say...

& here I'm dying to hold her, kiss her, caress her & tell her that she's alright, that I'm with her, that I'm sorry for pushing her away & being a fucker, that I love her & only her, but nothing!

Already staying away from her for this past one & a half month was like living a dead life from within a coffin, & now seeing her in pain & nightmares isn't helping me at all! I'd seen her through my CCTV all these nights, jolting up awake in midnights cause of her nightmares, as she questioned me crying, hitting the sheets in restlessness, & hopelessness, while I sat on the other side of the screen seeing her suffering cause of my one decision, unable to do anything!

Yes, my this decision was needed, for in one way or the other, it exposed all the enemies of mine, but in every else way this decision was catastrophic for both me & her, & also the people around us.

I sighed rubbing my hairs as I feel super tired, for I've not taken a wink since these two days, as holding her hand in mine & hugging her sleeping form, I slept feeling all the peace of the world, she is my calm, my peace, my love & my everything.

"Forgive me Sweetheart for not being able to save you, for hurting you, but I never meant to do that, & I know you know it too! I'm so sorry!" spoke I as I kissed her forehead.

The scene of her in that about to burst car & the way it exploded made me feel all insecure as I hugged her form more hiding my face in the crook of her neck, inhaling her fragrance, feeling her warmth as only her smiling face came in the view of my closed eyes, making me drift off peacefully in my wonderland, with her...

I was jolted awake by her mumblings as she grew all sweaty making me know she's again having nightmares. Well seeing that Hannah's injured body had shaken my girl up. Of course a sensitive person like my Sweetheart, who saw a corpse, or so she thought, in her life for the first time would be in shock & panic, unlike stone hearted people like me.

But I'm glad she wasn't conscious to see the actual dead body of that witch Hannah, all thanks to my brother Avi's artwork over her bitchy almost dead self...

But seeing her burn that way excited my devils! Death by fire indeed is fascinating, those screams of hers satisfied both me & Avi, even Avi calmed down a bit after listening to her cries, but it never gives us the satisfaction of seeing one's soul leaving their eyes, as they beg you for their most priced possession, their lives, but we don't stop! Those tears, we missed those in case of Hannah... But it's alright as those screams when she burnt, & her eye-begging when we were freeing my Sweetheart was satisfactory enough!

I sighed thinking of combining these two things together, burning yet seeing the fear in their eyes, when my sweetheart's tears fell on my hands & I came out of my thoughts & cooed her a bit.