WITH YOU...FOREVER!

26. ALIVE AGAIN!

AISHA

I got up as usual late, all thanks to my ever lasting nightmares.

"Everyone left me, so my dear nightmares, why don't you leave me too?" groaned I in irritation, as tying my hairs in a bun I came to the washroom & then having my lemon tea, I did my workout, unconcentrated meditation & then bathing quickly I came out wearing my bathrobe & soon changed into a white-dress ending a few inches above my knees, with loose full sleeves & scoop neckline, colorful floral prints all over, with a beautiful long white string around my waist, to fix in on my waist, then the white string falls down till my thighs with jingling balls' ending. It has beautiful lace with several colorful cotton balls & several small silver jingling balls on it, on it's sleeves' ends & also at it's bottoms, jingling as I walk.

It also has small mirror work on the square neckline giving it a perfect beautiful look.

I wore my small silver jhumkas, matching to it, along with small chiming anklets, a simple silver bracelet, Mamma's pendent, which I never leave now, as I applied kohl, eyeliner & mascara, along with other products to hide my eyebags which I hate. I applied a pink lipstick with lip gloss, & smiled at myself dully, sighing. I wore this dress as it looks beautiful t me, but of no use!

I don't know why I don't want to look at myself in mirror after what happened. I feel myself ugly & tainted by all those touches, whose even thought run shiver across my body. I feel ugly like I used to before he started loving me...

I wore some little heeled sleepers matching to the dress, & came out with my sling bag. I drank milk with nuts in hurry & left out to meet my old childhood friends. Well we all plan on going sight-seeing today, which is a nearby village, with nature surrounding it!

It's weekend & all of us' holiday, & as forced by Abid, Maya & my psychologist, I'm going. Would be fun... maybe...

They all talked & talked, as we sat in Abid's open-jeep, reminding me again & again of the day when me & Vivaan were going to Goa, & on my demand he took me into an open-jeep, as I sighed hiding my tears under my sunglasses.

I hate crying, but what can I do, with a shattered heart, I can't expect myself to stay as intact as I was previously. Suddenly we were stopped due to a few cars blocking our view as I came out of my trance, only due to the large screeching noise of the tiers.

I sat on the passenger seat with Abid being the driver, as he cursed the owner of those three cars that blocked our way, huh? What the hell!

"We'll look, you all stay here!" spoke Abid, as he & Arjun went out. Shreya & Neha were really afraid, but now I fear nothing more, though I was getting negative vibes, but I kept calm, & looked ahead removing my sunglasses.

Abid might not have taken ten steps ahead of us when the cars opened & came out known faces.

Damn it! What do all of them want from me now?

"Aisha!" called me Sid, as I averted my eyes sighing & I can see Abid getting angry, as he cursed under his breathe, while all others looked at me with shocked eyes.

"A-Aisha p-please l-listen to u-us for o-once..." this was the broken voice of the person closest to me, as my eyes got heavy, & I looked here & there tilting my neck to hide my tears.

"Aisha p-please..." spoke she again, none other than Vidisha Khurana as I sighed.

"She doesn't want to talk to anyone of you! Now leave our path!" spoke Abid, as Vidhi, I mean Vidisha to me, got angry & came to him, to my utter surprise. She isn't the girl whom I protected from Bimbo gang & their leader Tia! Yes, I've always ben wrong in judging people's characters, & she indeed proved me the same today, again!