WITH YOU...FOREVER!

6. WHY?

AISHA

After discussing with Sana, I went to the airport, as it was almost the time of my flight. It's 12 am already, my flight is of 2 am. Sana insisted me to stay, but now I can't wait to meet Vivaan. Now I just have him, & I know by now he too might have seen those pics, & must be angry. God, he looks so cute when he frowns in anger!

I took the fight, but an unsettling feeling was nagging me, as my heart felt like it was being squeezed from all the directions, & I couldn't even take a wink, even after trying a lot!

I reached Mumbai at 4:30 am, as I again tried calling Vivaan to find his phone off, so was the case with Avi Bhai's phone. I was confused, & that unsettling feeling only rose, making me shudder, as I hailed a cab & reached his penthouse at 5:15 am, & stood outside the building.

The guards went to ask for Vivaan's permit, which is for the first time, as I also resided here for quite sometime now, but it's ok, in fact I mind nothing till it takes me to my Vivaan, even if it's a way of smoldering coals I have to pass through...

I waited & waited, as I again went to ask to find nobody, & again called Vivaan & also texted him, to get no reply...

This time his phone ringed but he cut it, & then he didn't even see my texts, making me die in anxiety, as I stood there, with my bag, waiting for him. Maybe he is asleep, of course, that must be the case, it's just 5:50 after all!

& soon it started raining, to mock me, & I stood under a tree nearby, which did nothing to shadow me. Soon I started shivering due to the heavy rain, but I stood there, not knowing what else to do, & where else to go... I've no place here now!

That apartment belongs to Isha Bakshi, & I'm nothing to them now, in fact they are nothing to me now... I stood there, as the rain stopped within an hour, leaving me in a completely drenched state, with my knee-length lavender colored sundress sticking to my body, & my hairs showering my whole body, & my teeth chattering, as I folded my hands around my arms, clutching to myself, waiting for Vivaan, & then after an hour, when I had started sneezing badly, I saw a car moving out with a lot others, & I saw Vivaan in his car, along with Avi Bhai, as they both didn't even spare me a glance. Of course it's their office time already, but today is Sunday, right?

Ok, so he is angry due to those pics, but he should listen to what I have to say at least. I sneezed again, & they were growing violenter with time.

This was when I saw someone approaching me, & I turned, only to sneeze again, as I looked at the person.

"I-I'm, am..." & I sneezed again, covering my mouth & nose with my trembling hand. I know water doesn't suit me, & I catch cold easily, which is always violent!

"I'm sorry!" I finally spoke, wiping the water falling on my face from my wet hairs, & I sneezed again, as I looked at Tara, he works for Vivaan & is a very professional person from all I know.

"Mam if you want to meet Sir, you can go to his office!" he spoke as he rushed back without giving me a chance to ask him anything. He looked very different today. Normally he is formal & confident, but today I sensed disappointment in his voice, & his eyes firstly didn't match me, & when they did, they showed something like... PITY?

No! I don't want anyone's pity, even if I'm dying alone on a hospital bed! I sneezed, as the rain started again, more heavily this time! My ever bad luck!

I sneezed as I went more into the tree & booked a cab, covering my phone with my body to at least have it safe. The cab took almost half an hour to arrive, & by then, I felt like freezing in the snowfall of Shimla! I was almost loosing my consciousness when the cab arrived, as this is a secluded area, & I hopped in.