Redamancy | Jasper Hale x Reader

Chapter Twenty-Nine

• April 3rd, 2006 • Forks HS •

Reader

Tingly.

That's the state of my body this morning, the state of my mind.

Not only am I riding an emotional high from our conversation this weekend, but my dream last night... Good lord, that dream.

I can feel the echoes of his fingers on my skin, the coolness of his lips, the wet trail they would've left behind... the solid weight of what surely his body would feel like, pressed against mine. I can imagine all of what it would be like vividly, to be under him, to get carried away, to just explore-

"You alright, darlin'?"

His voice jolts me from the day dreaming stare I had on the locker before me, caught red handed. To make matters worse, that deep southern tenor questioned me inches from my ear, causing a blush to heat my cheeks to an almost uncomfortable degree.

"Perfectly fine, why?" I immediately busy myself within my locker so that I don't have to face him right away.

"You do remember that I can feel you, right?" His voice is low and his hands find my hips tenderly, but the air changes around us.

My heart rate skyrockets, this is dangerous. His fingers flex against me and the death grip I have on this book in my hands turns my knuckles white.

"Jasper-" his name is a whispered warning, but also a plea.

"I know." Instantly a cooling, soothing balm blankets our tension and I release the tightness in my chest. Leaning backwards into him I just feel tired all of a sudden, like I had run a marathon. "Let's get out of here."

His request sounds more like a demand and I twist in his arms, "Is that a good idea?"

"Darlin', I don't have many of those these days." His mouth quirks up in a lopsided grin as he shoves all of my school supplies back in my locker, shutting it and tugging me along behind him towards the student parking lot.

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Jasper

Something is on her mind, something dangerous. Something I absolutely want to know, something I'm not sure I have the strength for, but I can't help it - it's her.

I've never been more thankful for an overcast day with no rain: perfect motorcycle weather. Come to think of it, my sister had a knowing look in her eyes as they all piled into their respective vehicles as I straddled my bike this morning. A decision that currently led me to now: Y/n and I leaving school before midday.

Those thoughts I interrupted earlier have her quiet, but her emotions are raging and it is driving me insane. Curiosity, need, nervousness - a dangerous concoction begging to overtake my rational mind. Separating myself from her feelings is almost impossible at this point, she is so well ingrained in me.

Finally arriving at my thankfully empty home, I shut my motorcycle off and offer a steady hand to help her dismount. Swinging my own leg over, I turn towards her and lean against it, observing her for a moment with crossed arms.

"What?" She makes eye contact as she struggles with the chin strap of my helmet.

Grabbing the helmet by the chin piece, I gently tug her forward between my legs, "Tell me." I lace the command with neediness to encourage her to be pliant.

And judging by the way her lips part behind the dark visor, the immediate dilation of her eyes, and the weight of her hands settling on my thighs gently, I might've laid it on a little too thick.