Straykids One shot book

Can I be him..

Ship: Jeongmin/Minjeong
Triggers/Warnings: Its sad again, and this is a warning yes!

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It's always the same routine. Minho gets up in the morning, gets ready for work, meets up with a few of his friends and work colleagues, and drives to their café. There they get everything ready until they open the café at 8 and the first customers arrive. In the morning it's still pleasant, but around midday it gets hectic, but Minho is used to it because it's the same every day. In the afternoon, couples come now and again, including a boy who Minho has had feelings for, for a long time, but who is already in a relationship with another boy.

Over and over again he watched the two of them laughing and talking non-stop. How they shared those typical love drinks together. And the worst thing for Minho was that you could see in their eyes how much they loved each other, there was no such things as 'I'm only using you because I want to make someone jealous' or 'you were the first chance I had and when I don't need you anymore I'll break up', the two loved each other from the bottom of their hearts and Minho suffered in silence.

Of course his best friends knew about his big fat crush on that specific boy, but it wasn't their fault that he had someone else by his side. For Minho's friends, however, it was also terrible to watch, knowing that Minho was suffering because of it, even though Minho had told them often enough that he could deal with it, they knew he was lying. You can see it in his eyes whether he admits it or not. What doesn't surprise any of the four is that he is still nice and friendly to said boy's boyfriend, after all, it was Minho's wish that the younger one was happy, even if he imagined everything differently.

As soon as he saw the younger boy's sparkling eyes, he couldn't help but accept that he would never be in the place of the boy who made him so happy. Maybe the stranger isn't so bad after all and maybe Minho can at least become friends with him. He doesn't want to destroy this relationship, he just has to get over it and maybe he'll find someone else.

But for now, he'll be attached to his first love for a while, whether he wants to or not. There will always be one thing going through his head that he will never say, no matter how often it's on the tip of his tongue. "Can I be him..." That will never leave his mouth... not when he's around people, those are words that only his apartment will hear.

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Soo, i thought that maybe some shorter chapter are okay for once too, ik y'all love those longer ones, but sometimes its hard to makes something that long, ik i said it in some of the chapter before, but i just wanna say it again haha.

Bye bye.

Tayla♡