Straykids One shot book

secret loving hurts

Ship: Minho x Hyunjin 
Triggers/Warnings: probably break up?

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requested by: Hyunho_is_love143

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Minho and Hyunjin are in a secret relationship for about three years now. The fans dont know about that, the only ones knowing were the rest of the members. Those two were a really adorable couple and the boys loved to watch them just being all lovey dovey. Currently, they had a concert in Seoul, and because the fans aren't allowed to know about their relationship yet, did Hyunjin stood between Chan and Seungmin while Minho stood like usual next to Jisung. The fans screamed and pointed at Minho and Jisung, knowing those too where the most popular ship between them all, Hyunjin had to keep his composure though so he just listened to the speech Chan was doing.

The member took that as a chance to tease Hyunjin saying things like "Get a room you two!" or "Stop flirting!" and stuff like that. Hyunjin tried not to react even if it was really hard. He kept quiet when the members started to tease him further, he never said a word that it hurt his feeling. He just let them torture him, make him feel jealous even tho he knew it was stupid but the intensity of the teasing, the hashtags on every social media platform about Minho and Jisung.. it was like everyone and everything was taunting him. But once again, Hyunjin stayed quiet.

Days turned into weeks and Hyunjin grew quieter, he started to avoid Minho and the rest of the guys to not go through anymore teasing. He stopped checking his social media platforms and simply used his phone to listen to music. He couldnt sleep well, mostly just laying there and crying or overthinking everything. All the different moments with Minho rushed through his head as he laid there in his bed, locked away from the others teasing. Tears welled up once more in his eyes so he buried his face in his pillow and sobbed quietly.

He couldnt do this anymore.

No matter how much he loves Minho he cant bear the thought of the fans and members shipping HIS boyfriend with someone else that wasnt him. Sadly was he couldnt lock himself away forever, so the next day he was awake before everyone and took a icy cold shower. The cold water trickled down his body making him shiver but he needed that, after about an hour he turned the shower off and stepped out, dried himself off and got dressed, like the last few days he skipped breakfast and simply waited for the others to get ready for practice too.

He sat on the couch lost in thought, his eyes still a little swollen and he stopped smiling, when he did it was forced and fake. Now while sitting there the other members came downstairs making themselves something to eat while talking, they occasionally threw glances into the living room where Hyunjin was sitting but they missed the signs that something was seriously wrong with the young boy.

When they headed out to practice the teasing continued but Hyunjin was barely paying attention. One single thought crossed his mind the whole day: Breaking up with Minho.

He didnt wanted too, he loved the older on dearly but he also didnt knew what else to do because they just wouldnt stop teasing him. With misty eyes he made it through practice, they headed home together even tho Hyunjin walked somewhere at the back, teary eyed for what he was about to do as soon as they arrived at home. Upon the arrival at the dorms they all mingled in the living room, Hyunjin lingered in the hallway trying to get himself together before he made his way into the living room too.. the tears glistening in his eyes not getting missed by the others, it shut them up instantly.

"M-Minho.." He said with a soft and emotional voice. He would never call Minho by his name he used to call him 'baby' or 'honey' or even 'darling', but he couldnt bring himself to do that when he was about to break up with the older one. Minho looked at the taller but younger boy worriedly, he saw Hyunjin already emotional and crying.. but this state he was in now.. this was on a whole new level. He looked alomst... broken.. defeated.. and it started to alarm him. "Whats wrong, baby? Why are you crying?" He asked gently and stood up to take him in his arms, but Hyunjin stepped back with a pained smile. "I-i cant do this anymore... i t-think its better i-if we break up.." He said, the tears openly streaming down his cheeks.

"I-i know you were just teasing me.. i-i know it w-were just simple jokes and jabs... b-but it hurts.. you know?.." He said softly, wiping his tears away with shaking hands and left the room in stunned silence. He rushed into his room, closed the door quietly and locked it, before he broke down into ugly and broken sobs. He wanted to be quiet but he couldnt it hurted too much to care. The others in the living room heard his broken sobs and just now did they realize how much they actually hurted him tht he didnt found another way to stop the pain better then breaking up with the person he clearly adores and loves.

Minhos eyes glazed over with tears when his mind registered the words. He sat back down wordlessly before also his tears started to break free. He buried his face in his hands and cried quietly, the others acted quickly and tried to calm his cries. They felt horrible for what they did and if they could they wouldve turn the time back but they couldnt. Seeing both Minho and Hyunjin so destroyed broke the bozs hearts so with a simple shared look thez were determined to get those too back toegther.. but for now they have to sadly let it settle down like that.

The following days after were with a tense and thick atmosphere. Hyunjin barely spoke to either of them, he barely ate and probably wasnt sleeping either. They could hear his soft cries a lot these days and it pained them all. Minho on the other hand wasnt better, but the boys tried to make him eat even if its just a little. Sleep was there but followered with nightmares about the broken look on his beloved Hyunjin. It was killing him but he couldnt do anything either, cornering Hyunjin wouldnt be the solution either, it would just push him away further.

He was hoping that Hyunjin will give him a second chance, that he will forgive him and the other members for the teasing. For hurting him and causing so much pain that he had to break up with him to heal.

to be continue?

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I really hope you like it and that this is what you thought about or somthing simialr when you requested it.

Now do you all want part two for that too? just let me know in the comments.

Thats it for today, se ya tomorrow for three more chapters!

Bye bye.

Tayla♡