Straykids One shot book

Ugly heart

Ship: Hyunlix ft. Jisung 
Triggers/Warnings: heartbreak, mention of crying

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Go to college they said. It'll be goo, they said. An Felix believed that bullshit.  I mean, he was good in college he has good grades and the teachers love him but... there was this handsome guy. Popular amongst the Students, everyone was swoonig over him, so did Felix. His name is Hwang Hyunjin. The freckled boy heard a lot of rumours saying that Hyunjin is pretty... but.. hs everything but gentle and loving.. but come on.. a boy looking like Hyunjin not being the type of gentle? 

He didnt believed it.

So, the sweet guy Felix was, he tried to get close to Hyunjin and at first he was sweet and fun to be around until... until Felix asked him out. Suddenly Hyunjin just mocked him, made fun of him and humilated him everywhere. Felixs heart broke. He just cried, he wasnt happy at all. His grades dropped.. but there was hope.

Jisung. Han Jisung a guy who went through the same thing with Hyunjin as Felix did decided to write a song about Hyunjin. His friends helped him, and when the song was done, they finally approached him, being careful and gentle with him. "Felix...?" Jisung said, slowly kneeling down in front of the boy. Felix looked up, staring at group of boys in front of him, speakig in a small and soft voice. "Y-yes..?", he said and continued to look at Jisung. He was confused as to why they suddenly were in front of him, after never talking to each other and the broke up with Hyunjin who walked away laughing.

"Youre not alone. We're here for you.." Jisung said, and wrapped his arms around the petite frame of the boy, Felix cried. And since then, they were inseparable, his grades boosted back up and he finally was smiling again, laughing. All thanks to Jisung and his friends. Like every year, there was a festival at the college were the students could perform things, either if it was, singing, dancing or other things they had planned or prepared.

This year, Jisung put his name on it, together with his friends, minuse Felix. It was finally the time to get revenge at Hyunjin and his cocky self. The group of friends practice a lot, and everytime Felix was there, listening until he new the lyrics and it felt so strangely good.. good because he knew this song was about Hyunjin. The guy everyone was swooning over but was the biggest lie. The guy he believed to be gentle and lovong because hes just outrght breathtaking but is actually just a jerk.

The day of the event came sooner then expected but they were ready, and after everyone else was done.. it was Jisung and the boys friends time to shine and get revenge. Everyone moved to the side, te spotlight directed at Hyunjin, he had a grin on his face, thinking it was some kind og love song shit... until Jisung stared to sing, while staring at him.

"Maybe I'm just crazy
Maybe I'm a fool
Maybe I don't know how to love but
Maybe I do
Maybe you know more than me but
This much is true
This little heart and brain of mine say
"We're through with you"

And I wonder does it blow your mind
That I'm leaving you far behind
I wonder does it stop your heart to know
You're not my sunshine, anymore

Okay, you're pretty
Your face is a work of art
Your smile could light up New York City after dark
Okay, you're cover boy pretty
Stamped with a beauty mark
But it's such a pity a boy so pretty
With an ugly heart."

Felix grinned watching how Hyunjins cocky smile fell as soon as he understood the Lyrics. Felix never felt so... good, like he did now. He cheered loudly and yelled the lyrics with Jisung and his friends, the students soon joined in on the cheering all of them having a grin on their face, at least those who had endured Hyunjins facade of being someone he isnt after you get to know him.

Jisung sang every word into Hyunjin face, not breaking eye contact with him once. making the oh so great Hyunjin squirm in discomfort. When the end note rang out, Felix rushed up on stage and hugged Jisung, tightly before something unexpected happened. As the two stood in each others embrace a wave of confidence washed over Jisung and he gently cradled the freckled boys face in his hands, looking at him lovingly before he just... kissed him.

He kissed him in front of the whole college. Teachers, students and everyone who was there, clapped and cheered for them, no one ever payed attention to Hyunjin anymore. He was in the shadows now, unnoticed, unimportant to those around him. No one was swooning over him anymore like they did before, yes the students still said hes pretty and some envy him for it.. but no one wanted to be with him.

The college year went by quickly, Jisung and Felix being the gossip of the student's in a good way, of course, as the unexpected couple noone saw coming. Soon prom night followed.. obviously did Jisung asked Felix out while the other boys of the group just wanted to tag along without a prom date, just wanting to have fun. Hyunjin did not get one single prom date, no one wanted to go him. He slowly started to realize how shitty he was, but that realization came too late, because everyone found someone or jyust tagged along with their friends. 

But he was alone now.

Being so in love with the song Jisung and his friends wrote, the teacher played it on the dancefloor and everyone screamed the lyrics at the top of their lungs, wile Hyunjin sat on the sidlines and watched everyone having fun, just not him anymore.

"Maybe I'm just crazy
Maybe I'm a fool
Maybe I don't know how to love but
Maybe I do
Maybe you know more than me but
This much is true
This little heart and brain of mine say
"We're through with you"

And I wonder does it blow your mind
That I'm leaving you far behind
I wonder does it stop your heart to know
You're not my sunshine, anymore

Okay, you're pretty
Your face is a work of art
Your smile could light up New York City after dark
Okay, you're cover boy pretty
Stamped with a beauty mark
But it's such a pity a boy so pretty
With an ugly heart."

the end.

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Hi! 

First things first: Hell yea i forgot to puplish a chapter yeterday. 🤣

Second thing: Im not able  to publish somthing this weekend. Im  on vacation with my mom soooooo im not quite sure if i publish those two chapters somewhere this week, on Sunday when im coming back home somewhere over the day or the Monday (August. 18) after.. 🤔

Next thing: this is inspired by the song i put in for you to listen, i didnt used the whole lyrics in this chapter i know, but i got the importan part to make this chapter with some kind of meaning behind you know?? 

Anygaaays!

Sorry again for not publshing yesterday!! but now you get yesterdays chapter!

bye bye.

Tayla♡