are you mad at me? (requested)

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"Y/N? Are you almost done in there?" Momo asked as she knocked on the bathroom door.

"Yeah." You replied and Momo took a step back as the door opened a second later.

She sent you a little smile at first before her anxiety began to get the best of her again and it made her smile fall.

She walked back over to her bed and sat down on the edge of it before letting out a sad sigh.

"Is everything okay?"

She looked at you as you took a seat beside her and you saw the worry in her brown eyes.

"Are you mad at me?"

"Why would I ever be mad at you?" You asked as you reached out to brush a lock of hair behind her ear.

"I know I went overboard when we were making out. I know I made you feel uncomfortable and I feel so awful about it."

You brushed your fingers across her arm and shook your head.

But Momo couldn't stop thinking back to those moments with you.

It wasn't long ago, maybe not even a half hour ago.

You came over for date night tonight and after dinner, you curled up to her in her bed as she turned on a movie.

But it was mostly just background noise because just a few minutes in, you kissed her and quickly got caught up in each other rather than the film.

Momo had pulled you on top of her as you continued to share deep and passionate kisses.

But after a few minutes, she got so caught up in the kiss that her hands traveled across your body, and she slipped her hand under your skirt to travel up your thigh and eventually brush across a much more sensitive area of your body.

But instead of melting, you panicked over her fingertips brushing along your thigh, and pulled away from her before sitting beside her.

Things got quiet as you nervously toyed with your fingers and Momo tried to find the words to say.

"I can't believe I did that. I swear, I wasn't trying to push you into something you're not ready for. I just got so caught up in the moment and I wasn't thinking. I'm sorry."

"It's okay. I'm going to go to the bathroom real quick." You spoke before watching her nod.

And since then, you've barely spoken to each other and the guilt keeps weighing heavily on Momo's shoulder as she feels that she crossed a line she truly shouldn't have.

"I swear, I didn't mean to go overboard like that." She quickly said as she snapped back to the moment and got out of her head for a second.

"I know." You assured as you took her hand into yours and held it tightly. "Momo, baby, I am not mad at you whatsoever."

"You ran off to the bathroom so fast, I thought you were." She quietly said.

"No, I just wanted to collect myself for a moment. Baby, please look at me as I say this."

She turned her head and looked into your eyes as she braced herself for whatever was coming next, her mind still full of worry and her shoulders still heavy from guilt.

"I like you a lot. It's been almost three months that we've been together and I've never felt this way about anyone before. I mean it with all of my heart that I like you more than you could ever realize and I care about you very much. But the intimate thing... I'm not ready for that yet."

"I understand." She spoke.

"When I went to the bathroom, I was just trying to gather myself because, honestly, I was a little nervous. But only because I had never done that before and I wasn't sure if I was ready or not. But I need you to believe me when I tell you that I wasn't mad at you whatsoever and I'm still not."

"I hope I didn't ruin your trust or make you feel uncomfortable."

"You didn't." You assured with a sweet smile. "I like your touch and I like the way you make me feel. I will be ready soon and when that day comes, I will still trust you and feel just as comfortable with you as ever. You didn't ruin anything or mess anything up. So those thoughts going around in your head are nonsense. Okay?"

"So we're okay?"

"We're better than okay." You smiled and kissed her lips softly, feeling her finally relax against you. "And when I'm ready, I promise that I'll tell you. It won't be long."

"There's no need to rush, my love. I don't mind waiting as long as you need. But again, I'm so-"

"Don't you dare say you're sorry again." You interrupted as you placed your index finger over her lips.

She kissed it softly before smiling at you as you pulled it away.

"Everything's good, baby. I promise. I'm just as crazy about you as ever and I feel just as comfortable as ever too. I know I'm safe with you."

"Always." She whispered and kissed your head.

You put your cheek on her shoulder as she wrapped you in her arms and let go of all her worries, feeling much better with your loving words and reassurance.

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