Prince on the wrong path? (solby)

CHEPTER 55

ruin our evening " hey don't apologize babe I'm nervous as hell to bc as you may know I don't had anything to do with royalty before he giggled I know baby but for now I want to spend time with you as my husband and before you become a king" seeing his face scrunch up " you really don't like the names ha" I ask no im not a prince or king I don't like it I married one yes but being one nooo " I know baby but you are one now and will be officially be called like that but I make sure our castle will call you sam still alright" making him nod I took his hand and walked the rest of the way to the house sam just looking around "it's for real so beautiful here" he whispered looking up at to birds in the trees "it really is it's so quiet here and calm" we can still come here then right "he ask of course we can Sammy everytime we have a day free" he nodded I opend the door walking in closing it behind him I walked to the couch sitting down "does your foot hurt" he ask sitting down "yeah only when I walk for a bit it's like someone is pulling from inside but it's over soon, let's lay down and cuddle for a bit yeah?" he nodded repeatedly making me smile I laid down on my back holding my arms open he climbed on to me his head in my neck laying on top of me I placed my arms around him pulling him close taking a deep breath and relax when I feel him kiss my neck softly" mhmm" his kissed along my whole neck until he sucks heart on my sweet spot making me moan I don't think I ever did before causing him to bit down while still sucking I grabbed his ass squeezing him hard making him moan still sucking on this spot feeling like ecstasy I slapped his ass so hard it smacked loudly him pressing his bottom half on mine feeling his half hard dick he pulled away but just from that spot his head still in my neck "I love you" i love you more baby....

Next morning
I was up making something to eat looking at sam who was still sleeping looking like a baby in a blanket he was so cute and beautiful and today we will both be kings it's so crazy that I'm married I'M MARRIED that's still insane in my head and from today a king of a whole castle I was so nervous the whole night I couldn't sleep one sec my heart was racing for hours now and I'm so shaky for now I just made some breat and eggs with some fruit and tea "why are you up" I heard a whisper "good morning sweetheart I couldn't sleep" I said seeing him stand up limping a bit I walked up to me just hugging me making me smile wrapping my arms around him immediately "colby your heart is beating so fast are you okay" he ask im fine baby how are you feeling "I'm okay just a bit nervous but are you sure your okay babe your heart is racing" probably just bc I'm hungry and dident sleep baby I'm okay " you dident sleep at all" I shook my head making him pound "I'm so sorry colby you could have wake me" I know but I dident want to you slept so cute "go and eat something before Thomas comes I don't want you to be hungry all day" but what about you " i ate already I'm sorry" I lied he looked in to my eyes properly searching for the truth "go eat baby I go to the toilet real quick" I said walking off feeling a bit sick and I my stomach are 1 milion butterflies but not the good ones, the ones where you feel sick and weak where you are so anxious I know my dad did everything he could that it's as nice for me as possible but I mean I still know that there are so many people there and then I'm the King and what if I mess something up bad then the whole castle is done I opend the toilet sitting in front feeling so sick now when it knocked on the door"colby are you okay" I couldn't anwser anymore before it hit me and I threw up my body pushing forward hearing sam enter in to the bathroom hearing a soft gasp kneeing down before the sec one hit me feeling him rub my back "that bad" he whispered making me nod softly he stood up getting a cold cloth wiping my neck and face a bit feeling empty now flushing the toilet leaning on the wall he just sits down in front of me taking my hand the other one brushed the hair out of my eyes "how can I help babe" he said looking so worried "hug please" I said in a whisper he climbed in my lap hugging me I immediately wrapped my arms around him my head in his neck just breathing in his scent listening to his heartbeat feeling myself calm down it amazed me every time how he is doing that he is the only person where I feel so calm save and home "are you Okay babe I'm worried" I'm just so incredible nervous I can't do it sam I can't my head is spinning with all the king stuff and what I have to do and if I can't or mess up I don't want to anymore sam "my breathing got quicker and quicker" colby hey hey nooo breath come on breath with me he said showing me I tried to follow him "good deep and slowly out you can do it" I closed my eyes breathing with him calming down "babe" he pulled my face to look at him "we got this I promise you I know this is huge and so much responsibility but I'm your husband and I will always stay right beside you, you are never alone and I will always make sure you are okay I will never leave your side and will always help and listen okay and the only think you have to decide is the bad stuff you know what I mean because I'm to weak for that he smiled a bit don't be scared we do everything together and have us and the castle all the people we love "he ended making my heart so warm making me smile" I don't even know what to say this is the cutest words I ever heart besides "I do" I smiled making him smile back "you really think we can do a whole castle and kingdom" I ask "babe I know it sounds so huge and can make everyone anxious me to but I believe we get use to it and it's normal then it's just so overwhelming to think about I know that bc I was never anything big in the first place but I have you and you have me we will make it and we will have so much love and fun and good times don't look at it in all black babe we will be amazing, you will be amazing I saw you and you will be fantastic "making my eyes water" do you even know how amazing you are you are an absolute angel and I'm so so so glad I married you, or you married me I mean was I said you are the closest to magic there is "seeing a tear roll down his cheek" it's not very hard when you have the most perfect husband out there " he whispered with a smile his lip quivering I pulled him to me hugging him super tight feeling so much better and happy" we got this " yes we do colby we do and hey think about all the good things to do you know what a king can do almost everything" he giggled making me shake my head  but can we maybe leave now that we are there earlier and not all the people there yet "of course we can come on let's go then" he said standing up seeing a smile on his face but knowing he must be as scared and worried and new but is strong for me making me feel so selfish and horrible "babe are you okay" he said I'm so sorry baby " for what he ask placing both his hands on my cheek" for being so selfish "he looked at me lost" I only think about me, my fears my worries my anxiety you probably feel the exact same or more and has to be all alone with it bc I'm a baby "babe first of all your not a baby nobody is one bc they are scared or anxious or worried okay and sec of all The fact that you thought about how I feel and feel bad about it shows very clearly that you are even not selfish yes I feel all the things you feel or worrie to of course I do I was nothing at all my whole life and now prince and King in 7 week is crazy and I'm sure I will have a mental breakdown soon but I know you will be there then to I know you will it's not the question who feel the same or a competition on who's worse it's simply you need me so I'm there when I need you you are there I have no doubt about it "I still feel that way Im a really bad bf or husband think about it first I forgot that with your parents and our wedding then I only