Prince on the wrong path? (solby)

CHEPTER 62

I could see the moon shining it was so bright I pulled the blanket up more that he won't get cold looking down at him his eyes closed his hair in his face a bit a slight smile on his lips he was so beautiful and an angel it's still nagging on me how I could do that but I have to lern to forgive me for sam I promised him to never leave him come on colby you are married with an angel of a husband and that's what hurts the most if he would be like my mother was then okay but he is the most lovable person ever "why are you still up" a voice mumbled making me jump a bit "I can't fall asleep Sammy but you go back to sleep" I whispered I rolled off of me laying on his back now on his side holding his arms open "come here" he whispered I scooped to him laying on his chest my arm around his waist he wrapped his arms around me pulling up the blanket "close your eyes babe and listen to my heartbeat" he said softly I scooped a bit higher wanting to my in his neck it was so nice and calming and warm but my brain won't let me sleep I can do what I want, it won't shut up "I have in idea to distract you brain for a bit you want to?" the voice said again Jesus he makes me jump everytime "anything for 5 min quite" he leaned to my neck making me curious until he sucked so hard in my neck making me groan I gripped in his arm closing my eyes when he sucked harder and harder making my body hot and goosebumps ony whole body "bit me everything you have sam" I said needing this pain "babe I can't.." bite me please as hard as you can I want it "I mumbled closing my eyes feeling his teeth on my skin I grip on his waist he bites down biting harder and harder making my body on fire the pain shoot through my Body and all feelings and thoughts go away gripping in his waist harder almost moaning" more please sam more "I groaned feeling him bit through my skin grabbing my neck with his hand" aahhh" my mind went blank feeling like I'm on drugs seeing white I leaned my head to the side for more room for him this making me feel so good it's like getting tortured he pulled away breathing heavily against my neck missing the pain already feeling my pulse in that spot "good" he whispered making me nod closing my eyes placing my head in his neck listening to his heartbeat falling asleep finally in Sam's arms.....

I woke up to whispers outside opening my eyes looking around sam no longer in bed "yes we definitely let the doc come today he definitely needs him" I heard "is it still as bad" another voice ask "not as bad as the night before but still horrible the guilt is eating him up yesterday he was very very close to end it I'm very sure about that" sam answered "oh no we have to keep an eye on him and I hope he stops drinking so much" the girls said "I'm just so worried I knew you would feel horrible from what he did but he is so heartbroken from what he did" have you told him that you can forgive him " she ask" I have but he can't forgive himself he doesn't look me in the eyes and he hasn't said I love you he really needs something I don't know what, I really hope my love can help him to I tried to tell him that I of course was shocked and angry but that I know it was just the zirkumstance and that I believe that will never happen again and that I love and need him but in his head is nothing more then guilt for what he did I'm really scared "we talk to the doc and see what he can do I hope he gets better it's really scary how he is and more scary that you said you follow bc you can't take another one" making me shocked I mean I knew he loves me but so much that he would go to that shook me to my core I would never allow this.. That's when I hear the door handle closing my eyes hearing him walk I opend my eyes a bit seeing him standing on the window looking outside it looked beautiful the sky was blue and I hear the birds "it's beautiful" I whispered making him jump "I'm sorry" no it's okay colby yes it's beautiful out the sun is so warm " I padded my legs for him to come to me he walked over coming in to bed sitting down beside me" I have a question " hhe looked at me" could we go to the cemetery to visit your parents " he looked at me in question" of course we can is there a reason way " yes there is but you have to wait" I said popping his nose "right now?" he ask you go to Thomas and tell him we need the the horses and tell them we leaving I chance real quick yeah "okay I do that" he said standing up walking to the door walking out I stood up walking to my dresser to get me some clothes just black pants and a black shirt taking some of my money for flowers and in case sam wants or needs something I opened the door walking down stairs until I heart talking again "he wants to go to the cemetery is that not strange" Frieda ask "I have no idea if this is good bad or strange but I'm happy to be with my parents" how is his mood "Sophie ask" he is soft and kind like always just emotionless is the best I can put it I don't know if he can't or want to i just really hope my colby comes back I miss him so much "I heard Sam's sad voice breaking my heart not knowing what to do myself not feeling this way anymore I walked down the last few steps seeing them all turn" good morning princes colby " good morning the horses ready" yes prince " okay you need anything from the marked when we are in the area" I ask no we are okay prince " Frieda said" okay then let's leave sam " I said walking off hearing sam behind me walking up I helped him up walking to my side" btw what where your mother's favorite flowers maybe we could buy these, this time what do you think " he nodded with a smile she loved sunflowers bc they looked happy she always said" okay then sunflowers it is and after that you want to go eat " you mean going out to eat" he ask yes is that a bad idea " no - no im just still" never mind "still what sam that I have the money" he nodded when you want me to spend less then tell me but I won't listen for anything you need or presents for you or even your parents if the flowers cost a milion fine with me " colby it's your money you can do what you want I just don't want you to spend it all" I won't sam and you know I don't buy useless things I just thought you might be hungry "seeing him nod we soon came up to the market parking the horses I get down and around helping sam down I looked forward taking a deep breath" don't worrie colby if anyone says something I say something " I walked with sam in the market seeing people look at us" prince colby " they all called" can I please have your attention for a sec " they all looked at me" you all probably think of me bad now and lost your respect and I understand but I want to apologize for my not to accept behavior towards my husband and I regret it deadly and never felt more guilty I just wanted to all let you know " prince colby prince sam already talked to us and we kind of understood and we dident lose respect you both are still our prince's and good ones you where always nice and fair to us" the goldsmith said I turned my head looking at him seeing sam look down probably thinking I'm mad at him but I don't I walked a bit to the side looking at sam I pulled his chin up seeing him looking at me worried feeling sad immediately again but I pulled myself together "what do you think about a autumn fest for the town and castle people" his eyes lit up "omg that is an amazing idea I love that" he smiled I walked back to my place from before "sam and I would invite the whole marked and town to our autumn fest in 7 days if you want to come there will be food drinks and games" they all smiled happily "that sounds fun I'm there, yeah me to sounds amazing prince" okay then in 7 days at 3 at the castle " I called walking to the flower stand" what can I get you prince " do you have sunflowers" I ask yes we have " she said getting 10 from behind her" hey Sammy would you go to the sweets real quick and buy some " he nodded of course which ones" I told him