Prince on the wrong path? (solby)

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He said it's not good and wanted you to be there as well " he looked at me" okayy" we walk up to my father's office again closing the door "king" he greeded "Samuel" so I have to tell you that your mother even sabotaged your wedding outfits " what do you mean" I ask instead of white and blue she made them back and pink Samuels is almost completely pink " he tells us making me so angry again" okay it's no problem for me at all if prince colby dosent mind I like pink and I don't let that ruin anything "he looked at me" no it's not a problem at all " I smiled" great im glad it's not a big problem and I talked about the food and cake with the maids myself so this should be right " my father said" oh and go over the who is coming list I bet she invited someone we don't want " ohhh that's a good idea" my father said " and also king I had something important I want 2 seats directly besides me with the names of my parents" he said seeing his lip quivering I looked at my dad sadly "obviously this is no problem at all I take care of this son" we both looked up at the same time my father smiling what you will be my son in 7 days so why not now " tears rolled down Sam's face by now" thank you dad you have no idea what this means to me and probably us " sam could only nod" don't be silly son if you love this boy so much and you for sure do theb I love him to and maybe he needs a bonus dad "" stop it dad you make me all mushy now to " I smiled" hey no soppy here " he smiled never seen my father like this ever he seemed so free and happy" one more think father for both events the most important for me is the safety so please hire a few for these days you never know with so many people " yes son I will make extra sure of this" thank you let me know of you need anything else " I told him taking Sam's hand waking out he was still crying when we left so I just pulled him up in my arms he wrapped his legs around my waste while we walked back to our room I walked in closing the door wanting to sit him down but he tightened his grip "baby are you okay"he just started to cry harder making me worried" baby what's wrong talk to me "i-i can't" he sobbed by know "hey-hey baby shhhhh deep breaths, deep breath" I pulled him closer being careful of his back "shhhhh is it something about our wedding" he nodded making my heart hurt "do you not want to baby" I whispered "i-I want to but I feel l-like I can't" he cried " baby let's talk about this when you calmed down a bit okay deep breath and listen to my heart beat you are okay baby" after some time he only sniffed now and then so I reached for the water on his night stand "here baby drink some please" he nodded drinking a few sips " I take the bottle putting it back" baby I told you many times if you don't want to or not ready to we don't have to get married I just thought you where excited to" I whispered brushing his hair out of his eyes "I am but it doesn't feel right without my" he started seeing his lips quivering "your parents?" he nodded "baby your parents want you happy not sad you don't have to sabotage your life bc you feel guilty or heartbroken yes your parents are very sadly no longer here but you are and I'm very very sure they would be so happy for you don't you think" he nodded "see your parents probably smile down on you right now all that parents want is for there kids to be happy and living there life's and look where you are im so terribly sorry they can't be here physically but there souls are here 10000%" I know but imagine your parents where both like your dad and you lost them" he said looking down "baby I understand that, that you miss them so much and that they miss everything but you deserve to be happy and still make them proud and I have an idea do you know where your parents are" he nodded yes in the city's cemetery " how about you or we go there bring them flowers and you tell them" I said "really" he ask his voice broke "of course it's your parents and here or not you have to tell them" I smiled a bit "prince colby lunch is ready" it knocked on the door "thank you Frieda we are there in 2" I looked at sam you want to come with me "I ask he nodded making me happy I took his hand walking out the door and down the stairs seeing a carrier with a blanket over it" sam you go to my father " he nodded walking off quickly" what's going on " I ask" prince colby we are so sorry Paul killed himself " whatttttt I said to watch them" my voice angry "we did prince he hung himself at night we are really sorry" he stays...." you invited as many people as you can for 6 this evening and we show him off still and what he did he maybe got away like this but not for all people to see " yes prince" I nodded walking off still feeling so angered walking to the dining room and inside "son what's going on sam told me someone is dead" yes father Paul hung himself at night " I said angry" I'm sorry son " I told the guards he still stays and people still will see him for what he did I hope this is okay" of course son I stand behind this " I nodded sitting down I took a deep breath to calm down not able to chance it anyways we all began to eat" btw son I'm gone for the next 5 days so all decisions are made by you "wow it's amazing that you go away I hope you have fun I said we where all done just sitting and talking it was so nice" I go to my room now to pack I see you later "my father said I nodded taking Sam's hand" colby " I turned to him yes baby" would you drive me to the cemetery bc it's a bit far for my back" of course you mean right now? if that's okay yes please " hey I would never say no to visit your parents baby let's get flowers first and chance we want to look nice going to your parents right?" making him smile with watery eyes "go on I tell thomas to get the horses" he nodded running off, me walking down to the hall "Thomas" I called "yes prince colby" we want to drive out for a bit can you get the wagen and horses " of course prince I go right now" thank you Thomas " I said walking off and up the stairs to our room I open the door believing I saw an angel he looked so cute" you like it" he ask are these the ones you bought yesterday " he nodded, they look so cute I love it making him smile" we can leave in a min I just chance real quick " I said walking to my wardrobe picking the best normal clothes I have chancing real quick when I was done I turned to sam" does this looks okay " he walked over to me wrabbing his arms around my neck" you look so handsome " he said thank you baby come on let's leave" I took his hand walking out the door closing it and walking down stairs "oh you both look so good" I chuckled thank you Thomas " sam said smiling we will be back in 1 or 2h so look out extra careful" yes prince" I nodded walking out helping sam up sitting down "ready" he nodded so I drove off the 5 min to the market first sam was just looking out watching all the trees and stuff...... Soon we where at the market again I got down walking around helping sam down I took his hand as we walked to the market place "prince colby" someone called again making them all bent down I think I will never get use to this I'm just a normal boy like everyone I walked straight to the flowers and they where all beautiful "good day prince colby how can I help you" i looked at sam which ones do you like sweetheart" omg they all are beautiful" his eyes looking over them all "okay we take the biggest Bukett you have" she looked at me but it's 3 coins prince " we take it" she smiled wrapping it up "colby that is so expensive" baby don't worrie okay nothing is ever to much for you and your parents" he smiled with his lip quivering "ah-ah no crying now baby" I said brushing over his cheek "here you go prince" he held up the very big Bukett I take it and payed "have a good ma'am" you to prince colby "we walked out the market and back to the wagen i placed them in the back helping sam up going on myself" "you ready" I ask