Prince on the wrong path? (solby)

CHEPTER 57

Tracking him out and to the front hearing all the gasp and shocked faces "you have 5 sec to repeat what you said for everyone to hear or you get executed in less then 1h and I will personally do it his wife looked horrified he just stayed silent" 2 sec left " I sad in such a deep voice even I find myself scary" I - I dident mean it price colby I was just - just frosted I had to come and drive 5h I'm - I'm sorry " I don't care when someone calls my husband a tiny poor faggot who wears dresses is done" they all gasp "the next 4 weeks he works in the mines 12h a day breat and water ones a day" they all had there hands over there mouth "king Richard"  I said looking at him " yes prince colby he said stepping forward" can we bring him to your dungeon until we pick him up " of course prince" he said making the motion to his guards seeing his wife cry feeling bad for her "is here anyone else who has to say something" I ask loudly and cold they all Stay silent "I love your wife prince he is really cute and sweet" I heard looking up seeing the wife of the goldsmith hearing many yeah and that's right I turned to sam who had a look I couldn't describe I think I never saw it he stepped forward looking down befor up a bit "colby they are right at least somehow I'm not born for a prince king or kingdom I'm not born to have a prince or king or castle I just can't with all of this I tried everything in my power bc I love you but I just can't" he wanted to to walk away making me grap his arm hard feeling noting but anger and sadness like my personality chanced "you can't just do that sam are you insane we are married this here is our crowning do you want to make me look bad" colby please let me go you hurt me in this moment I only saw red I couldn't describe it I slapped his face hard hearing all the loud gasps and my father pulling me away sam just looked at me shocked no emotion in his face at all I instantly regretted what I did he just ran off faster then I ever seen someone ran my father pulled me in the church closing the doors "son are you crazy what gotten in to you, you can't slap him did you loos your mind" i-I don't know either I never did anything like this but he stood there telling me that he dident ever wanted any of this all of the sudden the whole time he told me we make that together I saw my whole life a lie " I know what you felt and what you saying but you can't do that colby that is crazy you don't do something like that" we send them home for now and you find sam and do what you have to do, to being my son home or I rip you in half " that's when I realized he run off making me panic omg what did I do" okay you drive home with 1 I take thomas, Michael and the girls of we are not back. In 3h please send some people to look please I have to make this right " he nodded walking out me running to the back walking out seeing them all standing on the Wagen looking mad" prince we understand that this made you angry and dident understand and we do to but have you lost your mind sorry for talking like this but that is a no go prince Frieda said "yeah being angry okay disrespected yes, being exposed to all these people yes but hurting someone" Sophie said "I know I'm the biggest asshole on earth and trust me I will never forgive myself for that to but can we please all look for him now please if not for me then for him I don't want that something happens to him they nod so we got all in the Wagen searching everything after 4h and looking at every inch of the whole way we where back and I was at my end I felt sick weak horrible sad, angry about myself totally understanding if sam never wants to see me again but I have to at least find him "anything" my dad ask making me burst out crying falling to the ground "I hate myself, I hate myself" I sobbed "prince colby please you can't break down now if you want to find him" I'm so sorry I feel so horrible I will never never forgive myself I hate myself "son that doesn't help now come one we have to find him first and see then what we can do and we all believe that you are sorry this was such a stressful overwhelming and shocked situation and I'm sure this never happened again but he is somewhere out there alone " I nodded" but - but what can we do we looked everywhere from the church to the castle in every corner " is- is it" Thomas started I looked at him "is it possible he he got someone to drive with or took a train" he ask worried in his face making my heart sink "I don't know but he has nothing with him or money and I hope he won't just ride with someone but normally Sammy is so causes I don't think so but I also don't know where to still look" I said tears rolling down my face feeling still so horrible this is all my fault "me and Michael drive back the way of the church and the castle again" yeah me and Sophie go to the maket and ask all people there also in the houses " I nodded" I drive to the train station just in case " my dad said shocked but so glad" and what do I do " look around the castle in the wood or favorite spots maybe you know him best" I nodded "William - George" you call as loud as you can if he or someone came to the castle understood " I said to the other guards" yes prince colby we all got our separate ways I walked up that hell we went to, to look for him my heart racing for hours now not being able to calm down at all I'm so worried and hat myself even if was was humiliated, shocked and hurt this should have never happend ever I walked up and down on the other side but nothing let's look at his past place but I doubt he will be there bc he knows we look there first maybe I could go to the house after so I ran in the woods to the place he slept but nothing I looked unter ever tree stone or hole, running to the house even though he can't get inside bc I have the keys at home I was there in 5 min min looking inside and all around "sam" I yelled listening "sam baby please anwser me" I called walking a bit further but nothing at all and it's getting dark in an hour it will be pitch black what do I do this is all my fault I hate myself even if sam would forgive me I wouldn't to slap or punsh someone is bad enough but my love, my husband what on earth got in to me .. I just ran back to the castle seeing the guards on the door "anything here" nothing prince you also no luck " I shook my head no" I don't know what to do anymore I search anything and anywhere from here to the church "maybe he is really at someone's house or castle" I mean maybe but I can't imagine sam is so cautious and scared of strangers I don't if he would do that besides being forced but I don't want to imagine that " I said seeing my father came back in his horse" nothing son he is or was not there "being more worried but also happy he dident drove off" father seriously what do I do I searched every corner from here to the churches and even further what else is there " son the main thing is not to freak out you know very well you are not thinking straight when you lose your mind now" I'm drying father but I don't know what else, should I drive to every castle there is and ask I mean I do it but that takes a few days and I don't know if he is somewhere or if he's hiding or hurt somewhere "that's when I see the girls come back parking the car but there faces look so sad and worried" nothing prince colby we where in every house and place and ask every single person noone even saw him or heard anything we told every single one to come to the castle when they see or know something at any time " I looked down tears rolling down my face feeling so horrible I can't even describe it" prince colby please don't cry we will find him " Thomas said" I feel so horrible no hate in this world can be more then I hate myself this is all my fault "prince colby yes what you did was unspeakable and terrible but after we came all down we have to edmit Sam's words would have crushed us to so a tiny bit it's also his but non of this will us