Prince on the wrong path? (solby)

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He makes a pounty face "baby not in our bedroom he can anywhere else besides the kitchen"okay okay thank you colby"he smiled hugging me I kissed his head"now go and tell someone to get him food and a bad and something to walk him"he nodded standing up" you don't come with me "I come in a few min" I told him he looked in my eyes nodding walking off I stood up walking back around and a bit in the direction of the woods very slowly seeing 2 new wagen hold on our gate bringing more stuff seeing fruit food and flowers realizing maybe it's not the little things that stresses me out it's probably the wedding I mean I knowwwww I want sam but like he said there will be so many people so much could happened good bad chaos mean and hurtful thinks and then of course am I really ready to control a whole kingdom and castle I mean I don't even wanne know what decisions I have to make I mean what if I'm really bad or overwhelmed I can't just say I don't want to anymore but I think I'm the most stressed about how many people come there will be probably 150-200 or something and my anxiety can't with that many people at all and 2 days later is when I become king there will be even more probably even the thought gets me nervous but I know I can't do anything about that bc a royal wedding with just 10 people won't happening thats when I see sam in the corner of my eyes "colby are you okay"he ask when I reached me"yeah - no yes" I sigh I sit down with my back against a tree he comes down on my level locking at me "what's wrong" he takes my hand "you don't have doubts are you" he looked at me worried "no-no not about you" i said squeezing his hand "you don't want to get married" he tilted his head a bit "no I'm excited to marry you it's all good people you know that I can't with 300 people imagine how many that is I know I can't do anything about it bc only 10 people isent happening but my anxiety is through the roof and 2 days later when we get our Crowns there will probably be even more how do I do that without 5 panic attacks "hey for now you breath okay" he said take one to show me I nodded taking a deep breath taking Sam's hand to my face holing it to my cheek " how about this every 20 or 30 min we make something up where you have to go somewhere or do something and we have 5 min in a room alone yeah and also do you have a vow already" he looked at me in my head yes on paper no you think I should write it down " I ask I mean I think so not bc I don't believe you can't remember but probably will be so nervous that you maybe forget something" making me nod "yeah your probably right let's make this after lunch if you want to" he nodded yeah but I know that I will be really bad with words always " hey its Okay let's not make them to long anyways please I don't want to be in the spotlight for to long and all eyes on me" okay then we make 4-5 lines that's it we can tell us many many more in private " he said yes please then 200 eyes on me will make me vomit" I said with a chuckle "don't look at them look at me I'm the most beautiful anyway" he said with a giggle "you definitely are I for real never saw someone this perfect I mean it" seeing him blush making me chuckle come let's get inside oh and how is the dog " he is fine he plays a bit with the girls and Thomas I buying the dog stuff" oh bc you said Thomas I wanted your opinion what do you think about making Thomas my personal guard so he gets better room and protects us I feel like he deserves it " that's a great idea prince" he winked making me laugh but you have to pay him a little more then yeah " of course sam I wanted to do that anyways making him nod" btw you have a Name for the dog yet " I ask no not really yet" he answered we walked in seeing the dog limp but his tail was wagging and he immediately walked to me shocking me a bit to be honest "hey doggy feeling better" I said petting his head when he licked all over my hand and arm making me laugh I looked at him studying his face "how about little lord"i turned to sam seeing him smile" what do you think you like little lord" he said petting him he jumped up licking his face making him smile I'm pretty sure he likes it " he laughed" prince colby-sam " I turned around looking at Frieda" you have to come look at the backyard if you like it and you have to taste all the food for tomorrow " okay I just said taking Sam's hand following Frieda it the giant backyard when I walked out I was shocked I never seen so many chairs

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I looked at sam who had his mouth open as well" and around here " he said walking around the corner would be where you sit

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" omgggg" sam gasped and he was right it was omg "it's so beautiful wow" he said looking around I took his hand walking around the tables when I saw our seats "Frieda come here" I said more serious "you chance these names immediately to sams parents" I said she looked at me "Sam's parents prince" she said" yes did I stutter I said these seats are for his parents" yes prince I chance that immediately "I nodded walking to the next table"we don't have time shit " I heard walking up to the talking seeing the girls and my father" what's going on "we don't have enough Flour for all the cakes"I will bring some I forgot something on the market anyway, anything else? " yes please a few eggs" Frieda said I smiled with a nod "you want to come with me" I looked at sam "yes please" he smiled seeing Thomas walk away probably getting the horses "so you like how our wedding looks" omg yes it's so beautiful colby" I think so to but you will be the most beautiful of the wedding ".........
Soon we where back Thomas and Michael taking the flour and eggs to the kitchen I walked in the castle with sam being very hungry now it was 3 already I walked in to the kitchen" prince colby " seeing all the maids and cooks" Frieda please put them in water and tomorrow before the wedding you put these to on the seats in the first row where Sam's parents sit " yes prince" we also take early dinner at 5 and after that we want to take a bath to be clean and good looking for tomorrow " I chuckled making them all smile" yes prince I bring dinner at 5 and water at 6" alright thank you we are in our room " they all nod as we walked out along the hall up the stairs I opend the door and closed it after me locking it I sit on the bed for a moment just resting my food it's definitely way better but still hurts when I walk to much sam comes up to me just sitting down on my lap placing his arms around my neck laying his head in my neck I wrapped my arms softly around him taking in his smell closing my eyes letting out a breath I dident know I was holding just relaxing for a min putting my face more in his neck "better" he whispered knowing exactly what I'm feeling it's crazy I nodded squeezing him a little tighter "I love you so much" I whispered against his neck seeing the goosebumps on his neck "I love you more colby" "hey you want to write the vow now we don't have that much more time" he ask "oh yeah your right okay let's do it you sit on the table I sit here on the nightstand I get us some paper" I said standing up getting some paper and pens placing 1 to sam and walking back to the bed with mine I put my pan down thinking off what I wanted to write and how to sound good and not like an idiot I looked at sam who was concentrating on his, biting his lip the sun shining through the window making his blond hair look so beautiful like an angel I turned back around starting mine the words just flowing and I could probably write 2000 more but I can tell him my feeling for my whole life I put my pen down and folted the paper walking to my dresser putting it away "you done" he ask yeah we said we don't make it to long right" he nodded "I just feel like I have to be extra in anything to show off I'm worthy you know what I mean" I sit down talking his hand baby the only think I Want is to be you, you don't have to Impress anyone and if they feel like