Prince on the wrong path? (solby)

CHEPTER 64

miss it but I won't force him or say anything I just don't know how to help or what to do, what if it stays and our marriage is over " making my heart sink" don't say that sam colby would never ever let that happen nomatter how he is or feels I can't believe he would let you go"Frieda says I walked a few steps back that it sounds like I'm just coming"sam are you here"I pretend to look for him seeing the door open" yes I'm here "he said so I walked in" prince colby " they said smiling" did you get everything " yes colby we have food drinks a blanket" Frieda can you please get sam an umbrella the sun is strong today I don't want him to get a heatstroke " yes prince I'm right back" she said seeing in the corner of my eyes Sophie smiling at sam "Frieda walked back in 2 min giving it to sam" thank you Frieda "he smiled" ready to leave " I ask" yes please I'm so hungry " he giggled softly then off off" I said pushing his back we walk back to the front door seeing Thomas talking to Michael "we are gone for a bit please look out yeah" of course prince colby "he said before we walked off and up the hill it's so much easier when your foot dosent hurt" you want to go down or Stay here on top " I ask" let's go over there by the tree " he said skipping to it making me smile how cute he is I pulled out the blanket laying it down sam immediately sitting down" here open "I said handing him the umbrella taking out the food bc he was hungry and I took out some drink I'm so thirsty putting some in 2 cups handing 1 to sam" thank you " he smiles I emptied mine at ones filling it up again" wow your really thirsty " he laughed" yeah I was and you eat something now mister hop hop "what about you babe" he said giving me goosebumps he looked at me with puppy eyes, looking away quickly taking a sandwich to make him happy hearing him sigh I looked beside me seeing him look down "Sammy are you okay" he looked up immediately chancing expression "I'm great colby" he said eating some carrots making me so sad that he fakes happieness to not bother me that's so sad he really seem to miss me at least the names and touch and looks I placed my sandwich away opening my legs a bit "come here" I said pointing making him looked so surprised he stood up sitting down between them leaning back on my chest I wrapped my arms around him hesitant but not listening no my brain this time only my heart and love for sam he placed his hand on mine leaning his head back on my chest "it's so beautiful here right" he whispered "it is I love this place and when it snows you can slide down the hill is so fun" omg I hope it does I want to do that " he said sounding so happy I run my thumb over his hand listening to the stories he tells me from his childhood I kissed his neck while laughing with him making him stop for a sec when I realized what I did seeing goosebumps on his arms and neck" I love you colby " he whispered taking my hand in his holding it to his face kissing his head softly I took the umbrella from beside me holding it over Sam's head to give him shade looking around it was so incredibly beautiful out today the sky so blue the birds singing everywhere the air so fresh and more perfect bc sam was with me "can you turn around please" I whisper in his ear seeing goosebumps again he just turned in my lab and I just pulled him to me hugging him as tightly as I can my hand in his hair the other around his waist "you Okay"he whispered softly making me nod just holding him with my face in his neck my eyes closed "what would you like to do this evening" I whisper in his ear, I would love to take a bath " yeah then I organize this of course and you Can also eat your sweets" can we not do everything together colby " he ask his voice sounded so sad he leaned up a bit taking my hand" I don't know sam" I started seeing his lip quivering a bit making my heart skip a beat "no-no Sammy what I was saying is do you not want to go alone" no I want to go with my husband "he whispered making me feel so sad that he suffers bc my brain is like this" Sammy don't be sad of course I come with you if you want okay "I'm sorry colby it's just so hard you know it feel like my husband left and Im living with his brother now platonically" his voice shaking a bit "Sammy please don't apologize you know exactly it's not you I feel terrible that my brain won't shut up I'm really trying" I know you do babe I can see it I just miss you I don't know how to explain it "you don't have to I understand you clearly I'm really fighting hard" but I'm sure you know how this is bc you are the only one who knows how this is even though it's not the same but the same feeling I think it's so hard to overcome what I did " yes I know colby that's why I don't say or do anything bc it won't help to pressure you and I also know you don't want petty at all it's just how terrible you feel about it I really think that traumatized you" making me nod "but it only hurts you more not only that I touched you but now you suffering more bc my brain hates me" babe I'm not suffering I'm just sad bc I miss you like I said but we can do this okay but I think I want to go inside for now I'm way to hot here " he said" then let's go I don't want you to burn how about we take a nap then take a bath and maybe make a little night walk "that sounds so amazing I'm all in" he said smiling warmly at me I stood up helping sam up folding the blanket sam had the umbrella we walked back down the hill "it's pretty warm already for February right" he said looking at me "I think it's only in the sun but yes it is" I said as we walked up to the door again "your back can I talk to you for 1 sec prince colby" Thomas said "of course, sam go to our room alright I'm up in a sec" I tell him he nodded walking off "prince colby the son of the flower woman was here she said you can get the flowers tomorrow" oh that's amazing thank you Thomas and thank you for telling me alone it's a surprise for a special someone " I winked walking off up the stairs to our room seeing sam chancing as I walked in making my body hot I turned around quickly closing the door walking to the bed" sorry I was just so hot I needed to chance " he said" hey don't be sorry you can do what you like " I said looking at him as he walked around the bed to his side only a shirt on with some short short pants he got on to bed laying down we now are both in our sides I open my arms and he immediately came in to my arms his head in my chest arm around me he nuzzles his head more in to me holding me like I'm disappearing "I'm right here Sammy I'm not going anywhere" I whispered feeling him relax " running my hand up and down his arm feeling so warm too I closed my pulling the blanket up falling asleep in a sec
I woke up to soft kisses on my neck making me mhmm" slept well" he whispered kissing over my ear "amazing actually Sammy could you bite me one more time please" colby I don't know I don't wanne hurt you " thats the point Sammy I want that pleaseee" I said in a soft voice he sighs leaning to my neck kissing it softly again "how hard babe" he whispered in my ear making me softly groan "as hard as you can I want it" I endet the sentence before he bit down in my sweet s pot making me grab his arm leaning my head to the side feeling him bite deeper making my body immediately numb and hot again feeling like ecstasy I grabbed in to sams waist just needing something to told in to when he bite down so hard I could feel my skin break the pain shoot through me "ahhh" I whispered my back arching a bit without my control all my thoughts are gone I'm just feel like flying his took his mouth from my neck licking over that spot making me groan "you liked it" he whispered making me nod my eyes still closed my heart beating fast "does that really feel good I can't imagine this pain to be amazing" he mumbled "I can show you if you want that but I can't garantie you like it to" show me I wanne feel it "he whispered