Prince on the wrong path? (solby)

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now we have to find him first and then we can see what we can do it also getting dark " Frida said" yeah and Thomas and Michael are also not back yet but if he's not back until tomorrow morning I will drive to every castle or even every city I don't care I need to find him even if everyone in this world hates me but I need him save and if something happened to him... "I stopped closing my mouth walking in getting a chair taking him outside sitting down my mind racing but at the same time empty I can't explain it" do you want us to look anywhere else prince " Thomas ask" maybe drive up the way one more time just in case he tries to walk home and couldn't or something " they nod getting on again" prince colby do you want anything to eat or drink " Frieda ask" no" I just said staring in the distance thinking of what else to do "I want anyone to stay with him I have a feeling we have a problem here" my father whispered super quiet but I could still hear it a little "I go to my room and think of anything we can do still get me if anything happens" I nodded seeing Frieda and Sophie sit down "guys you don't have to stay bc my dad thinks I kill myself or something" prince colby we do bc we want to bc did you forget we like you even though from today a little less " I truly feel horrible it's like that wasn't even me I swear I never did anything like that I don't know what even happened you all know I love sam to dead I do" prince we know you do and we are positive you dident mean to and like we said there where so many people and then you got this humiliated you probably got so angry and shocked of course it's still far from okay but we believe that you dident mean to at all "it's not even the people I don't care what they think about me at all it was that he just told me he never wanted any of that and doesent fit in and that he broke up there he could have at any point but dident I mean we where friends for 3 mouth then together for another 6 then got married and not ones did he say he dosent want to I dident understand that at all I know he always felt like not fitting in bc he never was in a castle a prince or king and stuff but you heard him would that not make you shocked or sad or something I don't understand anything anymore it feels like my live breaks apart and I don't understand it, if he dident wanted to be prince or king or even be with me I told him many many times I don't care about that I would life with him on a selfmade wooden tiny house as long as I have him I was never happier in 18 years, why, how, how can he just break up I'm completely lost I know it doesn't matter now anyways bc he won't forgive me for that but do you understand what I'm saying "I looked at Frieda" yes prince I do maybe he bottled up more inside then we all knew and was fighting the whole time but to say something just then or there that is wrong for sure but he have to find him then we see what we can do here you both made mistakes "I know but mine is unforgivable that's for sure in no circumstance do you slap your partner" that's when I see the boys come back "prince Colby we found footstep from the church to at least half way more in the woods we searched everything but it stopped 20 min from here" Okay so he must have walked here or tried to walk here but where is he "I said feeling for real so sick I feel like passing out" Frieda can you bring me a Glas of water and a blanket please "of course prince" and you 3 go to bed or in your rooms I call if anything happens "prince colby are you sure? We can stay with you" I'm okay Thomas thank you, and you for for your help " don't thank us prince we all love sam and you know that we are Very worried to" I nodded looking down " what about the horses prince" please leave them here I'm case just give them water and some food " they nodded walking off" here prince " Frieda said handing me the water placing the blanket over me" thank you Frieda you can go to your room now I call if anything happens "prince colby your father wants someone to stay with you" Frieda I won't do anything " at least not now I mumbled" I know but do you really really want to be alone " no but I want sam I know he must be so angry but I have to know that he Is okay I will not eat sleep or calm down before I found him" we will find him he has to be somewhere prince "do you think he will forgive me ever" I whispered I think he will maybe not forget but forgive the bigger problem is the whole he dosent want to be with you anymore and the king and prince think " that he don't wanne be with me anymore yes but not wanting to be king or prince no problem I told him I don't want and need this and sleep under a bridge but I guess he dident believe me it seems" Sam's problem is more like family oriented I know you told him it's not like his fam but sam is all about fam and I guess it made it so much harder to see you and your dad are closer now he would have never let that happen that you leave your father "but I love him so much I really really do I give absolutely everything away for him, but it's already midnight Frieda please go to bed I call as Soon as I hear or find something" are you really okay prince "she said looking at me" I won't do anything stupid we have to find him first I will never give up finding him"okay but please wake someone if you go somewhere please" I nodded looking at her she stood up walking inside I just looked at the moon putting my hands together "please God I know I'm the biggest asshole on the planet but please please protect sam and show me a sign he has to be safe please god put your hands over him amen" I said looking down again how can I rest or eat or sleep when I don't know where sam is how he is where he is.... I just looked at the sky thinking for at least another hour or 2 just thinking about what to do I mean I only can look again go to houses and castles what else is there feeling my eyes get heavier and heavier until I must have fallen asleep for a bit when I wake up from a horse sound coming closer "Thomas Michael" i called seeing them perk up immediately standing behind me in an instant the horse stopped and an older man gets off "prince colby I'm so glad I see you" seeing the man from the cemetery being very confused "what are you doing here so late"I promised not to tell a single soul but I have to after I heart that you search for him everywhere"you know where sam is" I ask"yes he is at the cemetery laying on his parents grave for hours and hours now only in his dress I had to do something"I ride to him you 2 get the girls and come to just in case he won't talk to me " I tell them seeing them nod" thank you so much sir you don't even know how relived I am thank you thank you, you are a good man " I tell him jumping in the Wagen riding off I was never quicker then now to be there 3 min later I was already there jumping off running in the cemetery and in the back where his parents are seeing him laying on the ground being so relieved I found him I slowly walked up to him seeing his eyes closed tear stains on his face making my heart break he still looked so beautiful I slowly sit down with the blanket in my hand I softly run my finger over his arm "sam" I said softly making him jump a little looking at me before his facial expression chanced completely to anger and sadness breaking my heart in to 2 "what are you doing here leave" he said in a voice I never heard "I was looking for you for hou... I don't care at all I said leave me alone immediately" he said coldly I never heard him talk like this ever knowing I deserve it but still want him save "please sam you can't stay here" oh yeah I can do what I want nobody can tell me what I can and can't do and I say it only one more time leave now " he yelled making me jump looking at him heartbroken feeling a tear run down my face hearing another wagen I stood up slowly looking at him the whole time walking back to the exit full on crying at this point" prince