cassia's pov
sapnap
i kinda told your mom that i think i'm
in love with you
i stare at the message for a couple moments, processing it as i watch the minutes tick by. i feel my phone continue to vibrate in my hands as i now start to stare at my ceiling, very lost in thought.
sapnap
ok i know it wasn't ideal but she asked me
if i loved you and i didn't want to crush her
so i said "i think i do" and yeah it sounds
stupid now that i'm typing it but the
leaving me on delivered thing is
stressing me out so please cass
i'm sorry but i don't think i had another choice
cassia
you could've said no
sapnap
really?
you're serious rn?
cassia
well yeah
cause you're not in love with me
you're leading her to believe in
something that's never going to happen
you're giving her false hope
why the fuck would you tell her that?!
sapnap
you're also not actually my girlfriend, but
she doesn't know that either now, does she?
cassia
that's totally different and you know it
sapnap
in what world is that totally different?
cassia
in this one!
sapnap
dude
i'm sorry, okay?
i said i was sorry
i just didn't know what else to say to her
besides, we're kinda pretending to be in
love, aren't we?
so i don't really understand why you're
so upset?
help me understand?
he was right. why was i so upset? we were pretending to be in love. i guess we never established the L word, but that's a part of this whole ordeal, right?
cassia
we never said that
we said we were pretending to date
you can date someone without being in
love with them
sapnap
okay well
in this false reality where we are dating,
i AM in love with you
cassia
no you aren't!
sapnap
i am!
cassia
i can't fucking deal with you
using the word "love" right now
YOU ARE READING
skater boy - sapnap
Fanfiction"ɪ ꜰᴇᴇʟ ʟɪᴋᴇ ᴍᴀᴋɪɴɢ ᴀ ʙᴀᴅ ᴅᴇᴄɪꜱɪᴏɴ ᴛᴏɴɪɢʜᴛ" from being skating competitors to twitch rivals, cassia black and sapnap have never gotten along. but one party has the power to change everything, and now they have to learn to get along to uphold their...
