The Sinful Business

𝐒𝐞𝐯𝐞𝐧𝐭𝐞𝐞𝐧

   Goosebumps rose on my skin when I felt his gaze on me.

   Ever since we left my parents' house, Utkarsh has been eerily quiet. Usually, he'd talk about something, maybe spill some facts, or even tease me.

   Maybe because Krish is in my lap?

   I looked at him, and he shifted his eyes from the road to look at me, making me look away again.

   God, I'm really acting like a stupid teenager around her crush.

   “Are you tired?” Utkarsh asked me, making me jump on my seat. “No, not really. But it seems he is.” I glanced at Krish and he yawned, hugging my hand, making me smile.

   Kids are so cute and sweet.

   “We can drop him home. And maybe…” he loosened his tie,“…go on a long drive? God knows when will another opportunity will arrive?” He repeatedly glanced at me, making me nibble on my bottom lip.

   I mean, yes, I am a little bit attracted to him. And I really want to spend time with him, God knows why.

   “So?” He asked, now his attention completely towards me.

   “Okay.” I love long drives, besides, I'm…I don't know why, but I'm looking forward to spend more time with him.

   Utkarsh has always made clear what he wanted. Me. He's just too shameless and straightforward about that. But me…I'm still conflicted about my feelings.

   Considering my past relationship.

   Rohit was nice at first. He used to buy me drinks and necklaces and bags and gifts and what not. And he'd always demand some kind of physical intimacy with me. Like touching my thigh, my back, my waist, my neck and even sometimes my ass and breasts. I used to not complain, because he was just being affectionate to me I supposed.

   Then one day, he went for a trip to Japan. Initially we used to text a lot. But gradually, our texts went from a few to none. Sometimes he'd also leave me on read. Ayana used to get angry about him a lot, and would always ask me to leave him. But in a relationship, both the parties should understand, right?